Taking his life

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by shazada1

by shazada1

I have to do it. I have to fullfil my mission. My mission to kill Peter Pan.

I came to Neverland a few months ago, being so sure I would kill Peter Pan one day. That I would take revenge for every innocent life he took. I had prepared almost my whole life. I knew what to do, I knew how to trick Pan. He wasn't unpredictable anymore. I knew everything about him and nothing was going to stop me to end his life.

Well that's what I thought.

There came this feeling I never expected. The feeling that could blind every person, that could change your mind in a second. It's called love.

I had fallen in love with Peter Pan. The boy everyone fears, who is known as a heartless person. I thought he was heartless, but he showed me different. He cared for me, he did everything. He thought I was lost, so he was making sure I would feel better than ever.

I managed to keep the thought of killing him clear, but over time I struggled. I didn't know what to do. I fell for a demon. I tried to convince myself he still is a demon and I have to end his life, but another part of myself told me he changed, that I have to give him a chance.

I had no idea what to do.

I am at the beach, waiting for Peter to arrive, knowing he's going to be furious I left the camp. When he arrives I should kill him. I have my dagger in my hand, ready to strike, but I am not sure.

I know I have to finaly end my mission, to finaly go back home. But I don't know if I want to. I love the thought of staying here forever with Pan, but everyone is going to be dissappointed in me, even I will.

If I kill him right away I won't regret it, my feelings will fade and I could be proud of myself. I can safe so many lifes. I take a deep breath and am sure of my decision.

I am going to kill Peter Pan.

After a long time I finaly see him appear infront of me. I hide my dagger and look up at Pan. His face is neutral and I am genuinely surprised. He doesn't say a word and I just stares at him.

He sighs and sits down next to me. "Just do it already, Y/N." I scrunch my eyebrows and stare at Pan. "What are you talking about?" I ask, truly confused.

"I know what you want to do, you want to kill me. And I am letting you," I stand up and look with confused eyes. "Do you think I didn't know? Y/N, I am Peter Pan," he doesn't say it with pride, like he always does. He looks upset.

I frown. "I know why you're doing it. I am a monster, I took peoples lifes, right? That's what you're here for." My hand starts shaking. He knew from the beginning and he didn't kill me? I step backwards, not knowing what to do. Slowly I take my dagger, Peter doesn't look up. My hand starts shaking even more. Now or never...

I take a deep breath and run up to him, as I do so he still doesn't look up. My heart starts pounding faster, I start already regretting what I am doing. I strike down but stop above his head. I am panting and tears are running down my cheeks.

Peter looks up with scrunched eyebrows. He looks confused. "Why did you stop?" He asks me. I sit down and I breath out heavily. I don't know what to say. I can't say I love him, I just can't tell him. I say nothing and look down at the dagger in my hand.

"Kill me, Y/N," his voice is low. I look up to him, not knowing what to say. He wants me to kill him. Peter Pan, the boy who never wanted to grow up, asks me to end his life? "Why?" I ask.

"I can't live anymore, Y/N." I frown, being more confused. I would've agreed a few months ago, not even thinking why he suddenly says it, but now it makes me wondering why.

"I don't deserve it," he closes his eyes. "Deserve what?" I ask with a raspy voice. "The love I feel."

I get shocked by his answer. He feels love?

"I have fallen in love with an amazing good person and I am not good enough for her, I don't deserve it." I have no idea what came into me, but I started feeling sorry for him.

"No, you changed. You're good," I say without thinking twice. He opens his eyes and slightly raises an eyebrow. "How am I supposed to be good? I killed so many people," he says and I hear his voice slightly shaking.

"That's the past, Peter. You still have the chance to change," I say and take his hand. "I believe in you," I say. And I mean everything. I am not going to kill him, I love him more than my own home.

"You do?" He asks, tears slowly appearing in his eyes. I nod. "Yes I do," he smiles weakly.

"You're the girl, Y/N. You are the one I love."

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XxShaz❤️