My eyes watch Robbie carefully. I hate to admit it, but I feel slightly hurt. My heart's confused.
Even though his hand holds mine tightly, making it look like he would never let me go, I am scared for it to happen once anyway. He's been busy these days, and I know it very well, but I just miss him. He seems distant these days.
The stares from all the people around us doesn't help either. The girls keep staring at him, ignoring me beside him. It brings me fear that he could easily leave me and find himself another girl.
They could be way better than I am, I'm just a jealous stupid girl. It proves that I don't trust Robbie. But it's not my fault, everything together just makes me confused. Him being distant just breaks the ice.
I just don't want to tell him. In what position would that put me? Would I come over as a crazy girlfriend? I don't want him to think I'm crazy. But it still hurts.
"Babe?" I hear Robbie call out to me, I look up and meet his eyes. He analyzes my expression, but I quickly smile. "Yes?"
"Are you alright? You seem troubled," he seems worried and it makes me feel guilty that I'm not trusting him enough. "Don't worry about it, Robbie, you've had it tougher, I'm okay," I assure him and squeeze his hand.
It takes him a few seconds, but eventually he smiles and gives me a kiss on the cheek. "If you're alright, then I'm okay as well."
His words make me feel warm and I can't stop noticing his hand holding mine. I haven't gotten used to it yet. We haven't been together for too long, but it isn't a few weeks either. He just makes me so happy and I wouldn't want to lose him.
"Are you free this evening, sweetheart?" He asks me as his eyes look down at me. I nod and give him a questionable look. He ignores it and smiles. "Great, I'll pick you up, now you should go home and rest." I notice we've arrived in front of my house.
"Okay?" I answer a little confused, he just smiles and waves me goodbye as he heads home himself.
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I hear my doorbell ring and I figure it must be Robbie. I quickly untie my hair and fix it, before I open the door.
Robbie stands before me, his hair messy as always with a smile on his face. His eyes twinkle and shine brightly. The evenings weather is amazing and it looks like there will be a beautiful sunset.
"Are you ready, my love?" His voice makes me swoon, but I hide it and put a smile on. "Yes I am," I take his hand and follow him to his car.
He seems genuinely happy with me, and once again I feel guilty. Why do I feel hurt? Robbie is with me, so why would I worry about the opposite? Is he too perfect for me? Is that why I'm scared he will leave me?
"Babe, really, you seem worried," he takes my hand as he parks his car. I look up at him as I know I can't hide anything now. "There's nothing to worry, I'm here, you can talk to me," he reassures me while his hands caress mine. "I know," I answer quietly.
He cups my cheeks and I look up. "Don't worry about anything now, I've prepared a special night for us," he lets go of my hands as he steps out of the car. I do the same and follow his lead. I know we are near the beach, and I figure he prepared a date.
Soon we arrive at the beach, a set-up not too far from us. It's a small terrace with a cozy place to sit. There are blankets and cushions, there are also lights and candles.
With surprise I look at Robbie. I'm amazed by the gesture. "You did this?" I ask. Robbie nods and leads me to it. We lay down and he takes me in his arms immediately. It stays quiet for a while and I enjoy his presence.
"Darling, you know I love you, right?" I look up at him as he says this. His eyes seem worried, but also caring.
"I've noticed you seemed troubled and I figured out it might be by my behavior," his hand cups my cheek again as his thumb caresses it. "No, baby, you were just busy, it wasn't your fault," I assure him, but he shakes his head.
"I need to express myself properly," he sits up and I do the same. He starts staring deeply into my eyes, I can't help but feel hot by his gaze.
"Y\N, you're the most perfect girl I've ever met and it hurts me to think I could lose you. I can't imagine my life without you, you complete me in a way no one ever has. This may all sound cheesy, but I mean every word of it, I love you."
Suddenly I see tears in his eyes and I get shocked. "R-Robbie," I get sensitive as well and can't hold the tears back as well.
"Please, never worry about me leaving you, if I can I will try to never lose you, may it be the last thing I do."
He leans closer and stops leaving an inch between our noses. His eyes linger on my lips and it gets warmer once again. "I really love you," he whispers, before closing the gap.
The kiss is gentle like all his movements. Both his hands grab my face and his fingertips leave behind a nice sensation. His lips are soft and warm. The kiss doesn't last long, but therefore it's passionate.
He lingers on my bottom lip for a second longer before he pulls back. His eyes look into mine with so much love.
"I love you too, Robbie,"
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A request by @NatashaThoen, hope you liked it!
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