Sweet Lies

4.

It's 9pm by the time I get back to the house. I called him before I got on the plane, so he thinks I'm still in America. I giggle and quietly walk into the house. I don't see him downstairs so I sneak up stairs to our room.
As I got closer I start to hear weird sounds. The door was a little opened so I peek through to see what it was.
My heart drops, regretting coming back. Jimin was in there....kissing another woman.
The waitress to be exact.
I open the door making it slam against the wall. They both jump and look in my direction.

"M-minhee. You're back so soon."

"Oh it's just you."
The girl says. Before I could say anything he drags me downstairs leaving her in our room.
I yank my hand from his grasp and slap him. He stands there in shock.

"I come home to surprise you for our anniversary and this is what I get? Why? Why did you do that?"
He rolls his eyes starting to get frustrated.

"You weren't here and I have needs that need to be satisfied. You wouldn't give it to me either way though."
I couldn't believe what he just said. I laugh bitterly.

"Are you serious? Just because I couldn't give you want you wanted, it's ok to do it behind my back? And needs? I gave you everything you needed! I gave you a house when you were homeless, I gave a job so you can make your own money, I gave you all my love when no else did! And this is how you treat me?"
He starts to get frustrated and angry.

"This wouldn't have happened if you gave me what I wanted! If you didn't live the 'chasted life' this wouldn't be a problem!"

"Oh so this is my fault now? I'm sorry I couldn't give you sex because you were horny! Is that all our relationship was to you? Just trying to have sex with me?"
He stays quiet.
"And all those times you said 'I love you' or 'you're the only one for me', were lies just so you could sleep with me? Did you even love me?"

"Of course I love you."

"Then why would you go behind my back?! All those things you told me were nothing but sweet lies! If you did love me then why were you kissing that frickin waitress from the restaurant?"

"You know what fine! I did that because you didn't give me enough! I wanted more but you never let me! I became sexually frustrated and I need to relieve it somehow!"

"Is sex all you wanted?"

"Yes! And I don't even get why you won't give it to me! It's not even a big deal!"

"Maybe not to you! But it is a big deal for me! To me sex is for married couples who truly love each other! Sex is when you truly accept the person, flaws and all! You think sex just feels good huh? It's no big deal right? What if I said the same thing as you and did it with another guy? How would you feel?"
He stays quiet again.

"I should have never run away with you."
He mumbled so you wouldn't hear, but you hear anyways.

"I can't believe you. Even when you were alone I was there for you."

"This is all your fault! If I never met you then I wouldn't be like this!"

"You're still blaming me? It was your choice to run away with me! You chose to follow me! You try to make me look like the bad guy, but you can't because you are too guilty! You talk to me like you own everything I gave you."
His eyes widen realizing I can easily kick him out and leave him on the streets.

"You know what? Keep the house. Keep your sex doll too. Keep everything I gave you, but there is one thing you can't have. My love. No one will love you like I did. You think that whore loves you? Go ahead and find out."
I toss him my keys. I quickly grab my bags.
"Goodbye forever park Jimin. Hope you're happy with you're new life."