(42) Moving on

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Nya's POV
     It was a beautiful morning. The birds were chirping and i was laying next to my beautiful wife. Last night was nothing ordinary,  it was full of apologies and passion. Something I haven't felt in a very long time. The way her lips touched mine. The way her body comforted mine. It was like i was a sweet pure girl again. I smiled at her as I moved her beautiful hair from her face. I kissed her forehead and went to the bathroom to freshen up.
     There was this weird feeling going inside me that I've felt before. But never knew how to put it into words. It was like when me and shay did this for the first time. I felt happier and more alive. I finished brushing my teeth and went back into the room to wake up Shay. I slid under the covers and between her legs. I kissed her diamond very softly. She didn't move yet. I started to massage her area with my finger while still eating. A moan escaped her mouth. I knew she was starting to wake up. She became wet. "Shit" she mumbled. I started pumping faster inside of her. In and out in and out. Her juices started to pour into my mouth. The taste of her restored me. Sweeter than starburst, juicer than an orange. "Nya baby stop." She said to me. I continued. I was returning the favor she gave me last night. It was only right. Her body started to jerk. I knew she was close to her breaking point. Her breathing increased. Moaning filled the room and so did we. She squirted into my mouth.  Her body didn't stop jerking though and i definitely didn't want to stop. I also knew eventually we would have to have a conversation about what we are going to do next. Like i don't want to rush the relationship, or the healing process but i don't want to wait for Shay to get her shit together. "Baby please stop and come lay up here with me.
     I came from under the covers and kissed her lips. "Good Morning." i said to her. She smiled and grabbed my phone out my hand.  " Yes my love you want my undivided attention, you have it." She proped up on the bed and covered her chest. "Nya you know that i am willing to work this thing out with you." She began to say. It's crazy it's like she could read my mind. I was thinking the same thing.  "Last night felt like the first night all over again, and i want to create more memories with you. Yes, i know we were a little drunk and everything, but you can't fake a feeling so pure." I stared at Shay. So many thoughts were rushing throughout my brain i just knew that if i opened my mouth, i didn't have any control over what would come out.  "Shay listen i am going to better myself with or without you. Last night, i agree, that shit was amazing. I want us to be us, I want us the be Nya and Shay. Not no fucking Nya AND Shay. But if you can't see yourself committing to me and being loyal, honest, and true to me, this ain't what needs to be happening right now." I looked at Shay who looked like i was speaking a whole different language. "Shay i don't have time to play house, i don't have time to do through nights of heartache, and i damn sure do not have fucking time to help your ass grow the fuck up and treat me like a fucking Queen." Shay went to reach for me but i moved.  "And this ain't the fucking time to try and sweet talk me out of my feelings either." Shay put her head down and just sat still. She looked as if she wanted to make sure she said the right words so she ain't piss me off anymore. "Nya i want you. I am nervous and i definitely don't want to fuck this up again." She began to say as i had a resting 'bitch please' face on. " I'll be dammed if i let another nigga get to know you. I don't want anyone else and i know i haven't been the best at showing you that. I promise that this isn't a game and it never was to start with. I know i might not get this chance with you again so i want to make it right." My face still showed the same emotion."i hear you, but actions speak louder than words, so show me wassup." i said as i got up from the bed and went to get dressed for the day.
 
Shay's POV
        Nya got up and went to the bathroom. I know i hurt her, i could hear it in the conversation we had. I needed guidance. I closed my eyes and talked to my mom. "Mommy i know you hear me. And i know you have seen everything that has happened to me lately. I can see that i hurt Nya. I just don't know how to show her this isn't a game anymore. Please mommy please help me." Nya came out the bathroom wearing a black jumpsuit with a white t shirt under with her  Sk8 hi black and white Vans. "I'm going to the store, i'll be back." Nya tried to leave the room but she ain't going to the store by herself. " Nah give me a second i'm coming with you." I rushed to the bathroom and did a quick wash up just to go out with my baby. I Threw on sweats and a shirt and my nike slides. "I'll drive" i said to her. We grabbed our stuff and headed to the supermarket.
         We arrived at the supermarket and i opened  Nya's door for her. She said thank you and waited for me to come with her. I grabbed the cart and we walked up and down the aisles to by snacks and things for Nya's house. I'm not sure if i can say we are that advanced. Once we were in a ine a male cme up behind us. "Damn Ma you looking right."  I turned around to see who was talking to my lady. " Excuse me she with me." I said to the buff nigga right behind us. Nya wasn't paying any mind to the guy standing behind us. " My bad bruh, you are really lucky." i nodded and walked out the store.  "Baby  you ain't hear that nigga." Nya looked at me. "I ain't paying him no mind." We got into the car and i looked at Nya before i started the car. "Baby can i come back home" i said to her. She was silent.

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QOD:  Should Nya let Shay come Home?

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