The Victim (A Mindless Behavior Story)

Neither Lost Or Won

The next day I realized that today was Friday, I could chill for 3 days straight. I finally got to get ready for school, but once I got up I felt someone in my room somewhere, but I decided not to pay attention to one of Princeton's games. I just took at shower and put on some lotion and picked out something simple I put on my "The Perfect Exchange" shirt which was white with a gold lining on it and some black leggings and my Jordan Taxi 12's and I grabbed my black and gold Coach purse and some pink lip stick and got my iPhone and my charger and left my room will tried until I was pulled back, I knew Princeton was somewhere in here.

"I don't appreciate what you said last night" he said holding me.

"I don't appreciate you touching me so I guess we're both mad" I said moving away from him. With that I left on to my car and off to school. Once I made it there I noticed that Roshon was waiting for me at my locker.

"Hey Beautiful" he said smiling showing his pearly white teeth, I just smiled and moved him away from my locker gently.

"Hey Handsome" I said opening my locker.

"I like how u wanted to be cocky, and push me" he said with his hand over his chest in shock laughing.

"Well, you was in my way kid" I said laughing.

"Girl, you tripping" he said popping his collar.

"Boy, shut up, we have class to get to" I said getting up with my books ready to leave.

"Yeah, but a lady shouldn't be  carrying all these books let me" with that he took my books out of my hands and starting walking down the hall, considering it wasn't even that many books, it was nice how he offered to take them to class. Soon  after he had his arm around me, keep in mind I'm short. Soon after we were in class, only to have everyone staring at me.

"What?" I asked them only to make them turn around and get back to their conversations. But someone had to ask questions.

"Wow girl how are you gonna get a boyfriend and just not tell me" I realized it was Kayla.

"First we're just friends, and I see you can talk to someone" I said in a quite rude manner, which she didn't appreciate.

"Well I've been busy" she said

"With what?, your so called life that you honestly don't have, and hanging at my house but not speaking? I'm done Kayla, and to think my bestfriend." I said and with that she just went back to her seat quite angry, honestly I didn't care, I was done caring about everyone who doesn't care about me. By the look on her face she looked hurt that I said that, but it was true.

I was just tired of the same bullshit everyday of my life. It hurts that it took this long to actually stand up to the people that we're suppose to love and care for me. I just wanted this to be over. Once class started I could feel Kayla's eyes on me, but I ignored her and just like I did Princeton the other day and this morning. I'm glad that Roshon was in here, but I still had Princeton, Kayla, and Roc in here. Matter of fact I could feel his eyes on me as well, if looks could kill I would be dead, but I knew I wanted to be anyway. I deserve it and soon after I will get what I deserve, I can feel it.

As soon as class started Roshon talked to me only making me laugh,he's truly a good friend. But still I could feel my brother and Princeton's eyes on me the whole time. See I know Princeton is quite jealous, but I'm but doing it because of that I'm being real like I've always been, and my brother, I knew his look was out of anger, because I know him and Kayla have always had a thing, they make it to obvious, or they must have thought I was really stupid. Everyone always under estimates me.

Not to long after it was time for lunch, and I was actually happy because I could finally be alone.

"Hey Beautiful?" Roshon said

"Yeah?" I asked him

"Do you want to hang out with me after school?" He asked and he looked quite nervous.

"Sure, come over after school?" I asked him.

"Yeah, but where are you going?" He asked me curiously.

"To the library" I said to him as we walked down the hall.

"Why?" He asked

"Because I just want time to think" I said actually that was a half honest answer, and I knew he could tell.

"Nah, your sitting with me, he said grabbing my hand and putting his arm around me, he really had a habit of doing that. Soon after we were in the cafeteria, and in the lunch line, talking and laughing, I was actually happy. We had pizza today, and it was actually fresh and good I enjoyed it, but I was writing in my poetry book from time to time.

Insecurities taking over I need a drink but I hate being sober. My mind is a play back of the things I can't get over. I wish I was lucky but I would need a four leaf clover. My heart hurts so bad it felt like I rode a roller coaster.

I just stopped there I'll finish when I get home.

"Tru, I want you to meet my friends, Trey, Daniel, and Brandon." He said they all gave me all quite a lustful look and a wave.

"Aye don't look at her like that" Roshon said which made them stop staring at me.

"You can't blame us" Trey said. "She's to beautiful, to not stare at her, where you find her at?" He asked

"Well, she's Roc sister" he said

"What? So your Truensy August?" They all asked

"Yeah that's me" I said in a quite surprised voice.

"Wow, he said you were ugly" Daniel said.

"He lied" they all said quite loudly.

It made me smile that they saw something I didn't see, me beauty, I was actually very insecure. I figured I wouldn't be considering I gotten older. I had fun at lunch today. I couldn't wait until I got home, to finish the poetry I started.

Soon after lunch was over, and it was time for my next class. English Language Arts, and Prod was the only person in there while he was still mean to me, we didn't pay each other any attention. After that class went by fast, and I was driving home, listening to music.

I was enjoying my thinking time, and I realized that my project needs to be done, so now I have to think, but I soon took that off my mind. And I kept my mind at peace for once.

I realized no point were won or lost today.

Hey, how was that? I love y'all so much I'm truly trying to write more I will during the summer. What do you think will happen in this story? I honestly want to know.

Anyway, love your favorite writer, Tatiana.

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