The Victim (A Mindless Behavior Story)

Don't Know What To Do From Here?!

The next day I woke up early, only to remember that I have school today. I was really happy last night, that I got things off my chest. I was happy I spoke to Roshon last night and it actually had me thinking but I'm not changing my mind about killing myself. That was the only way I was gonna be happy for once, in my life. But I have 2 more months to see if I really am gonna go through with it. Soon after I just got up and went to take a shower, even though I just honestly didn't want to go to school. I just washed up and made sure I was clean. Soon after I just put on some lotion and went in my closet and picked out my clothes. I just put on my blue and white Nike shirt with some white jeans and my all white air force ones. I soon put my hair in a messy bun and I put on Roshon's Nike jacket, and grabbed my phone my charger, my book bag, headphones, and my purse and walked down stairs, and almost to the front door, my brother called me to the table, where the family was eating, and talking and also laughing. But wasn't Roc and Princeton just fighting last night?

See after all the yelling and screaming I heard what happened. They were fighting about the relationships and all the secrets going on between them. Like how Roc and Angela was sneaking around and only to find out that Kayla was sneaking with Prince. That's when everyone was just sitting down on the couch, until Roc just got up and punched him in the face that's when the fight started, punch after punch and kick after kick. Everyone was trying to break them apart, and calm them down, and knowing them they didn't. Soon after they just calmed down but they ended up with new girlfriends that day. That's when shit changed, to think they were bestfriends and now they hate eachother. But that's what happened that night. Soon after I came back to reality.

"Yes what do you want?" I asked him.

"Do you want a ride?" He asked with a little smirk on his face. That's when I remembered I said I need to get away from my family, and stay away from them as well. Which I intend on doing. I no longer want to be in my family anymore, I want to leave the earth actually. Matter of fact I forgot something before I left the house. I ran into my room and found my knife, the one I took out of my brothers room. Soon after I walked down stairs, well ran and went straight to my car and put on my seatbelt and drove off to school that way I could be early that way I have time by myself.

Once I was there, I got out my car, and walked in. I walked in only to hear music coming from down the hall, I walked down only to see Roshon rapping in the studio and Diggy and Brandon fixing it as he goes along. I knocked on the door, only to find out that it was open. I walked in quietly, and told Daniel and Brandon to stay quiet. I walked in and put my arms around his waist, that's when he flinched. He turned around only to see me, he looked happy but at the same time he looked angry, yet confused as well. I forgot I had kissed him, last night, and he's questioning where we stand.

"Hey, can we talk? If your not to busy" I said in a confused yet pleasing tone. With that he pulled me out into the hallway, and into an empty classroom.

"Hey beautiful" He said hugging me and kissing me on the cheek and my neck, as he always did.

"Hey handsome" I said doing the same thing back to him.

"Look I wanted to talk to you about what happen last night" I said honestly.

"Oh you mean this" with that he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him and kissed me with passion. I kissed back, and we just kissed slowly and passionately just as we did last night. I thought about it for a minute, I think it's better if we stop.

"Roshon, I honestly have to talk to you, and kissing in a classroom is honestly not what I wanted to do." I said stopping.

"Yeah, your right I think it's better, because we do need to talk" he said pulling away, and letting me go gently.