The Victim (A Mindless Behavior Story)

Protect What is Mine.

In my mind I see different, I am truly living in prison.

But my past is my only crime.

The present will always be a bad lie

I will never understand my crime

But I had to protect what is mine

To be honest I should stop trying.

       Written by Tatiana Walton.

September 26, 2014 - Friday

Today was the day that Brandon and Daniel were gonna take me out. I usually don't hang around people, I honestly didn't want to go, but they felt as if it would help me get better after all the bullshit I go through everyday. I just honestly hope that nothing happens to them, I hope they don't end up like the others, that had gotten hurt like the rest of my friends. I just want to protect them, that's why I keep distance, it's for protection.

See growing up every friend I had left me. Well they didn't actually leave me, my brother made them. Him and his friends have been ruining my life for a while. As time went on for my last class, I was ready to leave, and being saved by the bell I left immediately. By the time I got home, I just wanted to leave already. I soon just say in my room, I was fine until my brother and his friends decided to come in.

"Hey baby sis." Roc said with a smirk on his face.

"We haven't been brother and sister for years why in the hell would you call me that?" I asked in a rude tone with a smirk on my face. That's when he became quiet. He looked at me with an evil glare, and didn't say anything else, because both of us didn't feel like fighting.

"Anywho, what you y'all want? Why are y'all in here?" I asked not looking up at them, that how you know I have any respect if I don't look at you in the eye. But they already know I don't so it didn't take long for them to catch on.

"Look we didn't come in here to start more drama than we already have caused you. We want to make amends, as much as have caused you we would rather, call it quits." Kayla said looking me in the eye. After hearing her say all this, was unreal. I didn't trust them one bit, but she was right, I'm forgiving them, but not for them but for me, I deserve it.

"Yes, I forgive you. But it's not for you it's for me, don't use me because your guilty. Actually mean it. " I said. I forgive them. I'm officially done with the games. I was truly about to be at peace.

Soon after they left, and I got ready to leave for wherever Brandon and Daniel were taking me. I just put on a floral obey shirt, which was long  sleeved, and some cargo pants that were fitted at the bottom with my custom made floral print Jordan 6's. I put on some pink lipstick and my hair stayed curly I grabbed my light blue polo jacket and grabbed my coach purse and put everything in it and left downstairs to see that they were waiting on me.

"You look beautiful." Brandon said grabbing my hand. With that they led me out the house. I got in my car following them to the place they were taking me.

It was nice to get out of my comfort zone. As I was driving I only kept good thoughts in my head. Soon after we were there and after that, came back all the bad feelings, I wasn't trying to think bad but I couldn't help it. They blind folded me as we walked to the building entrance.

They took it off, only to see that it was a club and a hookah bar. I was shocked. I never been anywhere like this.

"Look I know it's out of your comfort zone, and everything, but you need to relax. Take a load off that's why we brought you here to relax. " Brandon said looking at me smiling. I was happy that they took me to a place where I can relax and have fun.

"Awe, no it's cool. I love it, thanks both of you." With that I kissed them on the cheek and we walked in.

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We've been talking and dancing. I even twerked around. I had the best time of my life. It was so fun, I even smoked a hookah pen, but it wasn't the real kind though, they said I wasn't ready for that. I agreed since I never smoked before. It was so much fun, after we left, they took me to the beach to relax.

"So you had fun?" Daniel asked me.

"I had a great time. I could really relax, and take a load off. It was one of the only times I can truly say, was a great experience. I haven't had fun in a long time." I said truthfully.

"I see, your ass don't smile, you look pissed all the time." Brandon said in an laughing manner. It was true though, I had been angry for a long time.

"I'll give you that. But I'm happy, don't ruin it." With that we were laughing. It was so much fun. We were actually planning what to do, next weekend. This time I'm picking.

I went home happy. I walked in with a smile on my face. Luckily no one saw it when I walked in. I soon just walked into my room, closing my door. But this was to good to be true. I knew something was gonna happen. This time I have to stop it this time. I have to protect what is mine.

Hey everyone. How was it? I want feedback, honesty, everything, tell me everything. I love you guys so much. Oh and happy New Years Eve. I wanted to surprise you guys. :) but oh just let me know everything. , Love your Favorite Writer , Tatiana.

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