The Victim (A Mindless Behavior Story)

Finally Having a Backbone

Roshon and I are actually having fun, he drove us to the beach and we just say there enjoying each others company, we were having a good time until, I see my brother, and everyone else pull up at the beach, bathing suits and all, today I really didn't give a damn, I wasn't paying them any attention, I didn't care to be honest. I was just happy I was relaxed for once, calm and cool, I could breathe, I was mellow. Something that I haven't been for a long time.

See the gang came because they actually wanted to be nosey with me and Roshon, they wanted something to talk about, and yell at me for it. But I wasn't stunting them at the moment I didn't care, I realized I was growing a backbone.

Soon after I had to go to the restroom, and I told Roshon where I was going. I walked away silently, and as I was walking that long wat to the restroom I heard someone behind me, it was none other than who I thought was Princeton but was actually the whole gang including him.

"Hey Tru" My brother said to me.  See I had nothing to say to him so I just kept my mouth shut, I had nothing to say to him or any of them whatsoever.

"Oh, so your being disrespectful now?" He asked.

"Last time I checked I don't have any type of respect for you and the rest of you for that matter, y'all can choke on my imaginary dick , I honestly don't care" I spoke out to them. Everything I said was true I honestly didn't respect them, I didn't even respect my mom anymore so what gives them the right mind to think I respect them.

"Why you gotta be like that?" Princeton asked

"Because I don't respect anyone of you, most of y'all have done me wrong since we were kids meaning you, Princeton, Roc, Ray, Prod, Kayla, y'all know who y'all are, I'm done with y'all doing me wrong, I'm done being your pet, I'm done with y'all" I said loudly and with that I was walking away until I was pulled back.

"Look, your not done till we say so" Ray said pulling me back, now I was surrounded by them all, and to be honestly I wasn't afraid of them.

"it's funny how we know how scared you really are" Princeton said, but soon after it was just me and him he told the others to leave saying "we have personal business to handle" and swishing them away they did as told, leaving me and him alone.

"Tru, why are you doing this?" He asked

"Doing what?" I asked with no emotion in my voice.

"Playing with Roshon, you know you don't want him you want me and you can't lie and say you don't" he said in my ear, holding my waste tightly.

"For the millionth time, I want him, he's better than you, he has a heart, he's cool to be around, he is a sweet guy, unlike you I have the heart not to hurt people I care about, I have a little but of my heart still there and it's not for you, so let me go" I told him honestly and truthfully, I don't hurt people that I care about which is exactly why it's easy for me to hurt the rest of them, I don't care for them, nor do I respect them.

See we all knew that hurt Princeton hard to the core,but I was right I didn't honestly care. I was finally having a backbone.

"No I can't do that, see admit it, you want me" he said holding me tighter.

"I don't, you have a girlfriend" I said

"I know and?" He said like he didn't care.

I couldn't take it anymore, I used my elbow and hit him in the gut hard, I wasn't in the mood for this bullshit. I was just tired I had enough of this.

"Look Jacob, I don't want you anymore, I'll admit I did, but I think I'm moving on to something better, it's better if we just only talked during the project that we have to do" I said after I calmed down.

"But not until I do this" with that he stopped and kissed my lips softly, I knew he was a good kisser, but out of the kindness of my heart I played along with what he was about to do, play mind games with me. I just kissed back and then stopped and started to walk away.

"What was that?"  He asked while I was walking away.

"Nothing, didn't I just explain this to you?" I said asking a rhetorical question.

I finally got him. I actually beat him at his own game.

Tru: 8 , Prince: 6

I actually was smiling, I was happy today, so I thought I knew this wasn't gonna last long, I was gonna get hurt some type of way, and I knew it was gonna be soon, I knew it. But now I was back at the beach looking for Roshon.

"Roshon?"

"Yeah?" He said holding me from behind.

"Oh I just about to look for you, handsome" I said turning around putting my hands around his neck.

"Well you found me" he said looking at me with his big beautiful eyes, looking down at mine.

"Look, you are my bestfriend officially" he said kissing my cheek and then my neck.

"Roshon" I said

"Yeah baby?" He said stopping

"You ready to go?" I asked

"Yeah, but we gotta hang out more often" he said

"We will, but let's get home before, we both get cursed out" I said.

With that we both were walking back to the car, and soon after driving back to my house. Once we got home my mom was waiting for me with my brother standing there laughing.

"Where have you been?" She asked

"At the beach, with my friend Roshon, ask your son he was there to bother me" I said in a smart way.

"Well why are you out with boys? " she asked

"Because I can, he's my friend, and why do you care you never did now all of a sudden you do? It's a little to late to be my mom now when you never raised me, I raised myself, it's just sad I didn't have a mom to give me the only thing I wanted, love" I said, I knew that hurt her feelings but I didn't care it was the honestly to God truth, and it's about time she finally heard what I had to say. And with that walked to Roshon, kissing him on the cheek and the neck, just to make her angry, and it did.

I realized I was finally growing a backbone, and it's about time I did. So that night I plugged in my beats and played the music loudly. I was actually at peace for once, I was happy, but I knew something was gonna mess all this up, but I guess I'll prepare for it. I actually grew a backbone, finally.

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