Dear Diary...

Chapter 8

Dear diary,

today was one of the days where im just like "omg, i miss him." 

i had a dream about him, which kinda means im not over him..

so when i woke up i just had to listen to "our songs" and look at our photos.

and i did that.

i seriously wish i didnt.

i mean i didnt benefit anything.. i just hurt my self again.

all the strength ive put in my self, disappeared.

everything ive said the past month, gone. 

everything i promised my self i would never do, i did. 

do i regret it? yes... no? I DONT KNOW

its so confusing!! im so confused!!! 

and the worst part is that hes talking to me again and hes being so nice and i just wanna punch him.

OH OH and guess what?

hes flirting with two other girls, other than her.

i mean seriously?! 

he wants to get her so badly and hes flirting with other girls infront of her! 

i mean what the hell!!

who does that?! 

and i recently found out that she had been talking behind his back to all of her grade (since shes a year younger) about him. 

shes humiliating  him.

everything nice and cute he says to her, she tells all of her friends, but she makes fun of what he says.

poor poor thing, he doesnt know..

and honestly i have nothing to do with that, were not friends anymore or anything, we barely talk!

and i cant stand him!! .... yeah i wish...

but no im better now, at least no more tears! :D