Feel My Heart Stop Beating (SkyMU)

Chapter 6

-Adam's POV-

Jason looked like he was going to say something, to tell me everything he'd holed up inside for the past year or so, and he took a deep shaky breath.

And said nothing.

He ran out of the room, and I tried to call out after him, but he never heard.

I got up off the bed and ran down the stairs after him.

I almost slipped on the marble floor as I saw the door swinging wide open and a boy stumbling down the street and turn a corner.

I ran. That's all I'll ever do, I just ran. But then...

I stopped, my lover was gone. My little fragile boy.

He's gone.

Why would he do this to me? How could he?

I vaguely remember struggling up the stairs, slipping and crying out. Of course, it hurt, but I was crying for the boy that loved me. The boy that ran away.

Even at the beginning of it all, he ran. He ran from me.

He was afraid.

~two days later~

It looked at me, oh how it looked, in the depths of its steely coldness, I had craved it all week. I examined the sharp edges and intricate lines in the metal.

Hello, blade. I thought.

Hello.

I have been waiting for so long, and here you are now. Ugly and useless as ever. Why the long wait?

"Why would he do that? Why would he abandon me? I just-" it cut me short.

Literally.

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