Feel My Heart Stop Beating (SkyMU)

Chapter 13

-Jason's POV-

Adam cut himself Adam cut himself Adam cut himself. He promised. He promised me, and he hurt himself again. There's something he's not telling me. Something he's hiding. I can't stand this anymore. Too much is happening.

I need Adam. I need him.

I walk up the stairs very slowly, my mind blank from all but Adam. I think about his mangled bleeding wrists and dash up the stairs.

After years, I reach his bedroom door.

"A-Adam? Adam, please! Please talk to me," I cry, "I love you everything's gonna be okay it's gonna be okay," I'm partially comforting myself.

I finally opened his door, where he was curled up on the bed. He was breathing quickly.

"Adam, I love you, but you forgot. You forgot that I said I would never leave you again. I'm sorry. I know how it feels," and I lay down on his chest.

"You do?" a voice croaked. His chest rumbled from a voice much lower than mine.

"I do."

Getting Adam to understand I loved him was easy, but cleaning up his wrist? He was scared to death.

"Adam, yes it's going to hurt. But you have to man up. It's probably going to feel better than when you...y'know..made them," I state awkwardly.

"It felt good," he mumbles, avoiding my concerned gaze.

"It shouldn't."

He looked guilty, and I felt for him. I know how it feels, Adam. But i'm just not ready to tell you yet. It's alright.

"I'm gonna count to three, okay? One, two-"

I pressed the rag onto his arm and he buried his face in my shoulder. He screamed into the cotton of my white t-shirt as his wrist burned.

I felt a wet spot on my neck and looked down to see him crying. His voice cracked as he choked on his sobs, and I pulled the rag off. He hissed through his teeth, and when I bandaged them he couldn't bear it.

His teeth collided with my jawline and I gasped from surprise, then he bit more gentle as I squeezed his hand. Adam's warm breaths on my neck slowed as his cuts got better and the oxygen healed them.

Leaving a big red mark on my neck, he gently touched it and mumbled, "sorry."

"I should be apologizing. You okay?" I gently caress.

"Yeah. I'll be alright."

His eyes keep going to my lips and he swallows hard when I notice. I lick them casually to annoy him.

"Jason?"

"Yeah?"

"You do so many things for me, and what do I give in return? Nothing. I owe you something," he tells my lips. His eyes are still there and I chuckle.

"No, I don't deserve anything."

"But-"

I shut him up with a heated lustful kiss. He doesn't seem to mind at all, of course until Jerome walks in.

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