Fifty Shades of Malik.

Dealing. 2/2

Zayn's POV

I can't do this! How do people do this shit?! I want to get on a fucking jet and go back to London!

I can barely last two weeks without Elena, so how the fuck am I supposed to this for months?

I haven't been sleeping and I just want to touch Elena so bad. I hate tours. I want to go home and be with Elena. I have been losing control, I have never wanted to leave tour for any girl, but Elena is so different. Elena makes me want to drop everything and just be with her. I am turning into a softy.

"Are you alright?" I heard Niall ask me worriedly.

"No! I feel like I'm going through withdrawal!" I yelled, slamming my fist onto a table.

"You're going through Elena withdrawal, huh?" Niall asked laughing.

"She drives me insane! I can't do this shit!" I yelled, trying to calm down.

"When you love someone that happens." Niall said smiling.

"Love?" I asked confused.

"Cut the crap, Zayn. We all know you love Elena. She is great, so stop holding back on the love thing." Niall said smirking.

"Shut up, Niall. Elena is just.... Perfect. She has a smart mouth, intelligence, beauty, a great body, and is just amazing in b-"

Niall cut me off, "Okay! I get it!"

"Are you guys talking about Elena?" Harry asked, walking over to us.

"Yes." Niall said laughing.

"She is perfect for you, Zayn. You are so fast to hide away from people that want to be there for you, but Elena still tries to get through to you." Harry said smiling.

"Elena saw Kristen tonight." I said lowly.

"Did Elena kill her?" Harry asked shocked.

"No, but she did choke her and scare her a little bit. Elena was so bloody pissed at me and I was so close to leaving here. Elena's nightmares are going away slightly, but we don't know for sure." I said, sitting on the hotel room's couch.

"Elena is so feisty! Well, when she gets provoked." Harry said laughing.

"I know and she sounded like she was going to murder me." I said smirking.

"Elena's on the Tv again!" Louis yelled from the living room part of the room.

"It's probably photos of them from tonight." I said laughing.

"That dress is great on her!" Louis yelled.

"The black dress?" I asked loudly.

"Yes!" Louis yelled back.

"I know." I said smirking. It was great taking it off of her in Georgia too.

"So, how are you dealing without Elena?" Louis asked, walking into the room.

"Terrible! I have never known how bad it was to miss someone." I said truthfully.

"Zayn is turning mushy." Louis said smiling.

"No, I am not turning mushy. I am still the same Zayn." I said sighing.

"Bloody hell you are! You are so much different and honestly this Zayn is so much better. You never really talked to us or noticed our existence before Elena." Liam said, butting into the conversation.

"Damn that girl!" I said laughing.

"Stop denying it, mate. You love her." Liam said smirking.

"Love is a big word, that I am not capable for." I highly doubt I can be loved, let along, love someone else.