Neighbors(sam and colby fanfic)

A Breathing Body

                    ZACHS POV
So, ever since we got back to our house, a week ago, Kenzie hasn't been out of her room since... i've brought up food, but she only eats a bite of it. Everyone has been texting her, but nothing. I've been in her room. I check on her everyday, but she's in the same spot every time. Like, yes she's gotten up to go to the bathroom or shower but other than that, she's sat on her bed in a ball. It's like she's just a breathing body.

                KENZIES POV
It's been a week since the incident but it feels like it keeps happening over and over in my head. What would've happened if Zach wasn't there? What is James gonna do next? Why am i living? What's the point? Why am i so stupid? Why am i so ugly? Why am i still here? Every question you can imagine has gone through my head. I can't do anything but sit here, and think. I know i should tell people i'm ok, but i just can't move. I want to get up and hug my brother, hug Colby, hug everyone. I just wanna snap out of it.

                 *3 days later *

                COLBYS POV
I just don't know what to do. I've texted and called and facetimed Kenz, but nothing. She's not answering anyone. It's been 10 days now, let's just hope she snaps out of it soon.

                KENZIES POV
Okay so, i'm feeling a lot better, i've been able to think for the past few days. Think super hard. I kinda got lost in my thoughts but i'm ready to be like, talked to again i guess you could say.
  I decided to go down stairs. I was still wearing my pajamas because it was only 9:30am. I was wearing blue long pajama pants with white small wales on them and a white short sleeve shirt. My hair was down and i had already brushed my teeth today and tried to make my eyes and face less red from crying, but it didn't really work.
  I got down the stairs and i walked through the living room to the kitchen to get a water, and there, sitting on the couch was Colby, Zach, Kat, Devyn, Sam, Elton, Aaron, Mari, Alex and Corey..i was really shocked because it looks like they've stayed the night because there's blankets everywhere on all the couches and a few pillows and blankets on the floor.
"Oh my god Kenzie.." Mari and Alex said looking up happy but scared. They ran over to me and hugged me as everyone stood up. It felt so good to hug them. I missed them.
"Uh..um..hi.." i said looked down, feeling ashamed that they were all here because i'm a stupid little girl with a messed up past.
"H-uh-how are you..?" Colby asked looking down. He really must not like me anymore.. great. More heart break.
"Uh, ya knowwww. Could be better." I chuckled.
"Ok guys, this is really awkward." Corey said.
"Yeah. It really is." I smiled, for the fist time in a while.
"Yeah" everyone agreed.
"So, have yall been staying here?" I asked using hand motions to point out the blankets.
"Yes, they have, Kenzie. They've been here for the past 6 days." Zach answered.
"Wait, what about youtube?" I asked.
"You're more important to us then youtube, Kenz." Colby spoke looking me in the eyes, he really seems to mean it.
"But y'all have to post..people will wonder what happened, like y'all died or something."  i laughed.
"We told everyone on twitter, insta, snapchat, and all that, that we won't be posting for a week or two for personal reasons." Aaron spoke.
"Oh....guys..i'm really sorry. Y'all really don't have to worry about me, i'll be ok, i'm just a stu-" I was cut off.
"-Stop. I love you, "Colby said getting red in the face then looks down, "w-we all love you and will do anything for you, Kenz."
"Thank you, Colby. But i'm serious." I said.
"So am I." Colby said.
  After we talked for a little while longer i started to get a little hungry so i got some grapes in a bowl and sat in between Zach and Colby.
"Hey Kenzie?" Devyn says.
"Yeah?" I said.
"You've gotta find a new coping strategy..you really scared all of us."
"Yeah.. i know. And i'm really sorry. I just don't know how.." I said.
"Well, you can always just talk to me. Or do what I do and write down every thing that's gone on in your day and what you hated and why and what you loved and why." Devyn said.
"That's actually really smart. I really should do that. Thank you." I said smiling at her.
"Anytime Kenzie." Devyn then gave me a hug.

*time skip*

  I realized someone was missing, Colby. I looked outside and he was sitting in the grass looking up at the stars. (btw by this time it's night time. i also changed into some ripped jeans and a grey top with the crossy things at the top of the front of the shirt.)
"Colby." I said sitting next to him on the grass.
"Yeah kenz?" He asked looking me in the eyes.
"I love you too." I giggled making eye contact with him.
  We just sat there for a while then Lilly came running up to us.
"Hi babbbyyy!" I said to her petting her.
"I'm right here, duh!" Colby laughed, I laughed with him and looking into his eyes again. You could tell he wanted to kiss me so bad (HAHA IM ACTUALLY LAUGHING AND IDK Y) and he knew not to because of what happened. So i made the first move and leaned in, and we kissed. It was definently magical (ew cringe).
"Wait, but..kenz.." Colby said confused.
"It's ok, Colbs. I'm ok." I said making sure he knew i was ok.
"Okayyyy." He said taking me inside.
"Truth or dare anybody?" He asked.
"Yes!" Everyone yelled. We also ordered Chinese food.
   Tonight was pretty great. I forgot how much i loved hanging out with all of them.

UGG GUYSSSS PLEASE HELP IDK WHAT ELSE TI WRITE! IM THINKING IF BRINGING JAMES BACK AGAIN? BUT IDK. ALSO I DIDNT GO BACK OVER AND CHECK FOR MISTAKES. SCHOOL IS COMING UP NEXT WEEK SO I WANNA HURRY UP AND FINISH THIS OR SOMETHING. ILL BE A FRESHMANNNNN AHKXICHDAHKZKXCVDJSBZK HALP OKAY WELL BYE GUYS <3 <3