Too Good To Be True..

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                 KENZIES POV
Like i said, i hadn't gotten a nightmare in a few weeks, of course, i woke up to myself shaking, crying, sweating but freezing, and my brother sitting in front of me when i sat up with his hands on his shoulders from shaking me awake. I looked him in the eyes and just cried and cried Zach hugged me as i cried into him, after a while i eventually fell back to sleep. I woke up the next morning to the smell of bacon and eggs. Zach ALWAYS makes breakfast when he's over. I decided to grab my phone and go downstairs.
"G'mornin' sleepy Kenzie." Zach said in a happy mood.
"Sorry for waking you last night..with my stupid self and dreams.." I said sitting down on a chair at the island in the kitchen.
"Kenzie, don't ever say that," Zach said, "you can't help what has happened. And you're not stupid so stop saying that."
"Yeah but-" I was cut off by a text from
Colby.
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C: good morning, beautiful. how'd you sleep?
K: better knowing that u were there with me till i fell asleep. thank you. you know u don't have to do that.
C: no no, if you're ever crying or need anything please tell me...so you had a dream..?
K: *looks at zach staring at me* uh yeah.
C: i'm so sorry baby:( anything i can do.?
K: no, everything's ok but thanks
C: no problem💕 gtg i'll ttyl my chicken nuggets are done
K: ahahah ok💕
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"You told Colby i had a dream??" I asked looking down.
"Yes..i'm sorry." Zach said.
"It's okay i guess." I said to Zach as he handed me a plate. I did decide to eat a little bit. Not much but a few bites, just so he didn't get mad at me.
    Later on after i ate and talked to Zach i decided to shower, change, do my makeup, hair, brush my teeth and do all that jazz. I decided to wear some light washed blue jean shorts, a grey tank top thing, and french braid my hair.

 I decided to wear some light washed blue jean shorts, a grey tank top thing, and french braid my hair

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I didn't do that much makeup only some concealer, foundation, and mascara.  I also slipped on my
   I sat on my bed and looked through Snapchat and Instagram until i was interrupted by a text from Kat asking if me and Zach wanted to go shopping and go out to eat and film with Sam, Colby, Aaron, Devyn, Elton, and Corey. I said sure and that we'd be over by 1 and it's 12:25 right now.
I told Zach and he agreed and he cleaned up what he used for breakfast and he showered and got ready.
I charged up the rest of my phone, it was only at 83% but i always need my phone to be at 100% when i leave somewhere. It's just a habit.
Finally we were on our way to meet up with everyone at their house. When we got there we all piled into two cars. Mine and Colby's. I only had 3 other seats and Colby had 4 more so Sam, Kat and Arron went him and I took Elton, Devyn, and Corey. Me and Zach sat in the front and they sat in the back. We had the top down so when we got to Five Guys mine and Devyn's hair was a mess but i just pushed back my fly always and Devyn threw her hair up into a ponytail.
I ate a few fries and they finished their burgers and fries and we left for the mall. I had a weird feeling but that's probably just because of the fries. I'm not sure.
When we got in the mall we walked to Urban Outfitters and got a few things then went to Hot topic and got a few more things. After we walked around for a bit and get clothes and shoes and hats and all that we decided to grad a few things at the grocery store.
  When we got to Walmart we all walked in and I instantly didn't feel good at all. Like something in the pit of my stomach. It was a feeling i've never had before. I just pushed it away and thought it was nothing.
  After about 15 minutes we were ok our way to checkout when someone grabbed my arm and yanked me away from my group... I looked back and my world crashed.
   I couldn't speak, i couldn't breathe, i couldn't yell for Zach or Colby, i couldn't yell...it was James...my ex..that beat me..that hurt me..that..that raped me...
    I tried yanking my arm away. By then we were in an isle by the registers. I was crying and shaking. James held my head up and squeezed his fingers into my face when holding it up.
"Hah, you didn't think you could get away from me that fast..did you?" He asked smiling.
"J-james..w-what are y-ou d-doing h-here..?" i said stuttering wondering why he's here..i thought he moved..where's Zach...where's Colby..
  I heard my name being called by Sam, Colby, Zach, Katrina, Devyn, Aaron, and Corey.
"Crap.." James said, "listen..you little skank no one likes you..i mean.. heck i never did," Zach see us down the isle and James drags me to somewhere else in the store no matter how hard i tried to get out of his grip he just won't let go, "just kill yourself. You should've died on that boat. No one likes you. No one wants you here. Now..goodbye..for now." James slaps my face and runs away with a smile.
  My life..is just..crashed. I hate it. I wish I was killed on that boat instead of my best friend..i fell to the ground. Sobbing. Thinking. James is right. No one wants me. No one likes me. I hate myself.
  I was pulled out of my thoughts from someone grabbing my shoulders and wrapping their arms around me. It was Zach. I opened my eyes slightly to look that we were in the back of Walmart in a dark isle. Down the isle is everyone panting, from running after Zach i guess. Colby looks miserable and looks like he's thinking of something to help. He can't help me though. No matter how hard anyone tries. I'll always be the "poor skinny little girl that was raped and whose best friend died". I hate myself even more for ruining today. It was supposed to be a fun, good day. I ruin everything.
  Zach lifted my face and saw the hand print and finger bruises and scratches then grabs my arms to help me stand but i wince in pain and he looks at my arms and sees the bruises and scratches from James grabbing me and yanking me, isle to isle. He carries me back to the car and drives all of us home. On the way home i sat in the front seat crying softly, hugging my knees with my face resting on my knees. I'm just done with life..


BROOOO I WAS SHAKING DURING THIS CHAPTER BECAUSE OF HOW ANGRY I WAS WITH JAMES.... ANYWAYSSSSS GET READY FOR A BUNCH MORE WITH JAMES IN THESE CHAPTERS. ALSO I DIDNT CHECK FIR ERRORS SORRYYYY    oh and SUPER LONG CHAPTER LOL SORRY. <3 <3

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