Attached to you || Book One || Bellarke Story

Chapter 4|| I left her

BELLAMYS POV

"shh, shh, it's going to be okay, I'm here now"

I opend my eyes just to look who was talking to me.

" It's all going to be okay you just had a bad dream"

"Clarke is that you? Clarke?" I smiled

"Why are you here, how did you get here" I was really confused

"Well you had a bad dream and was all screaming and I heard you so I came to see if you were okay. And how I got here doens't matter I'm here now right?"

I was trying to remeber what I was dreaming about. But I couldn't , I couldn't reach it.

"Yeah yeah, it doesn't matter I'm glad you here" I said

"Bellamy who you talking too" 

" Oh hi Monty I'm talking to Clakre, she is here"

"Bellamy, nobody is here. Clarke is not here"

Just as Monty said that I looked at Clarke but she was gone.

"No, no she was just here" I screamed

I started to cry. It's been 200 days since praimfaya. And I still miss Clarke everyday. Monty and I got closer togheter of it. Because he lost Jasper. We reached for each others company. Because we have been through the same. We both lost a person who we deeply cared for. 

"Bellamy, I know what you're going through, I went through the same. But I found my anchor to deal with my loss. If you just do the same, find yours and you feel a whole lot better, I promise you"

A tear rolled over my cheek as Monty left my room. It was not just any room. It was Clarkes old cell.

It was a few hours later since I got here, and I had to find a room to sleep. And I couln't go to my old appartment if you can call it that. I searched for any room but nohthing fits me. I wandered off in the halls of the ark. And I came to the prisons cells. This reminded me of the 100, of Clarke. As I was thining about Clarke I went to check every single cell. Until I came to one with all sort of drawings. I remebered some. This was Clarkes cell, and I knew this was going to be my new room for the coming 5 years. This way she was always with me.

I'm srry this is a short chapter I just had no insperation left. I hope you liked it and leave a vote pleas. If the words are splay that means its a flasback. Im srry for my grammer mistakes.