Blurry's the one - twenty one pilots // Tyler Joseph

15 - find me

*Anna's POV*
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"What's wrong Anna? You've barely touched your bacon" Serena takes one of my bacons and shoves it down her throat.

I felt a light smile tug at my lip but I again start to think about Tyler.

"I don't know.." I fiddle with my hands on my lap as we sat on her bed. I decided to stay the night at her house yesterday cause I didn't wanna be alone yesterday, all bored.

But truly I just wanted company after with being with Tyler, and the whole sleeping incident. I'd like push through it all and forget but it's so hard not to.

And today it's the day of his show tonight, and I have to study with Wyatt. I feel guilty and yet even disappointed for myself not to watch..

"C'mon you love bacon and waffle days, what's up?" Serena doesn't budge. I shake my head forcing at smile, "Nothing is wrong, but it kinda feels like it" I shrugged looking down.

"Eh one of those days?" She tilts her head clicking off her phone now laying on her stomach tiredly. I nod briefly before taking a sip of orange juice.

"Guess we can say that" I laugh a little, even laughing doesn't help how I feel at all. My stomach knot feels like it's getting more tighter.

"Shouldn't you be happy today? You get to friggen hang out with your all time middle school crush!" She refers to Wyatt, and I nod slowly.

"Study" I correct

She shakes her head "whatever dude, it's literally so cool! I would be happy" she giggles. But why am I not?

"I know," I huff stretching out my legs. I guess it's been a couple years since middle school, I'm on my last year of high school. Serena stares at me closely, "okay girl if you don't tell me what's up, I'm gonna steal your dog" she pleads now making me laugh.

"No you won't!" I roll my eyes playfully fixing my hair to the side playing with my necklace. "But fine.." I give in to tell her. She sits up getting ready to listen.

I exhale, "So.. I made plans with Tyler to see a show with him before I made the plans to study with Wyatt, and when he brought it up if I was coming he seemed upset" I tried my best to explain but even I could barely answer the question myself.

She nods slowly, "just to see a show?" But I realize I forgot to say "Well actually his show" correcting myself.

"What? He has a show, like a concert?" She leans in all interested. "Yeah.. He's in a band with his friend Josh" I smiled slightly. "Damn that's awesome, I wonder if they're any good" she nudges her head to the side.

I begin to remember the song Tyler played in his basement that was so melodic and soothing. His voice was perfect, I could fall asleep to it.

"Why are you smiling?" Serena remarks squinting her eyes. I shake my head a little, shrugging "oh shit, was I?" I didn't even realize I was. Serena chuckles then standing up.

"Looks like somebody has a crush!" She exclaims loudly. My jaw drops and cross my hands over my chest. "Would you be quiet!" I look up at her. She laughs more, jumping "You do!!"

I bite my lip trying not to smile. "Please shuddup" I look away from her at to her TV she has, watching family guy. She begins to poke my cheeks.

"Anna and Tyler sitting in a tree," she begins to sing,

"K-I-S-S-I-N-G" her words were terrifying me as she cooed. I felt my cheeks heat up an I throw a small fluffy pillow at her. "Stop!" I beg. She laughs now sitting with me.

"Seriously Anna, if you feel like you really should go to his show that's probably the answer." She watches me.

I sigh, looking at my hands. "Do you think so.."