Love Me Harder

Chapter 3

Jade POV:
Me and Pez both changed into our pjs which for both of us was just really an oversized Tshirt and shorts considering it was pretty hot.
I clamber into my bed... well mine and Perrie's bed I guess it is now and she does the same. Immediately I hold my arms out for her as a gesture for her to move closer. "Cuddle time baba" I smile as she moves closer to me. "My favourite" she replies happily. As the movie begins to play, we both lay there happily watching the film.

30 minutes later:
I feel Perrie's body become heavier against my own and her breathing begin to slow indicating that she's fallen asleep. I smile to myself in the darkness and in that moment I could not be happier. "Mhh" I hear Perrie mumble as she adjusts her positon. "It's okay baby" I reply "Nanite pezmania, love you" I say as I snuggle down further into the covers myself and rest my head on Perrie's as I close my eyes and let myself drift into a much needed sleep.

Perrie POV:
I'm woken by the beam of sunlight that's creeping its way through a small gap in the curtains but mainly by the loss of contact I feel as the movement in the mattress startles me. I just ha w fallen back to sleep again pretty soon because the next thing I hear is jades beautiful voice as she seems to be making her way up the stairs and the smell of cooking drifting through our apartment. I slowly sit up and rub my eyes as Jade walks through the door with a tray with what looks like a small pile of pancakes and fresh lemon juice along with sugar and a steaming hot cuppa upon it. "Good morning beautiful" Jade beams as she sits on the edge of the bed and places the tray on my lap. "Morning" I say in my croaky morning voice as I try to stifle a yawn. She giggles quietly and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. God she's perfect is all I can think. "Thank you bubba, this looks lovely" I smiled as I look between Jade and the food. "Your very welcome babe" Jade grins happily.
"Where's yours?" I ask Jade slightly concerned. "Not hungry.." she mumbles back at me and I know it's because she's nervous about telling Leigh and Jes. She never eats when she's nervous. "Come on Jadey, you gotta eat something" I smile as I try and coax her into having some food. I then cut a small piece of my pancake and hold it out to her on my fork, an offer I know she can't refuse. She takes it slowly but after a while we're both sharing the plate of food happily and just chatting.
Once I'm done, Jade takes the tray downstairs as I tell her I'm just going to hop in the shower. Jade already dressed and had light makeup on so I assume she's jut going to do whatever whilst we wait for the girls to get here.

Jade POV:
As I sit alone down stairs all I can feel is the nerves in my stomach. As in alone I have no one to snap me out of my own trail of thoughts. I need Perrie, she's the one that can always calm me down no matter what.. but she's in the shower, not with me.. I need her with me. As I begin to panic a little I rush up the stairs and back into our bedroom where I can still hear the shower running from the En Suite. Shit I need Perrie before this gets too much for me to handle. I just sit on the edge of the bed tapping my foot nervously as I wait for her. After what seems like forever I hear the shower turn off and some rummaging before the bathroom door clicks open and Perrie emerges with immediate worry on her face. "Babe?!" Perrie quickly rushes to my side and pulls me into a hug even though she's just wrapped in her towel and her hair is still wet.

Perrie POV:
I had a really nice shower, just thinking about things in general and taking my time. After a while I decided I better get out. I then the water off and wrap my self in a towel before flicking my wet hair back to lay against my back. As soon as I open the bathroom door I see a very pale Jade sat on the bed. She looks anxious and scared but I don't even know what's happened, all I know is that I'm glad I'm here now and I hope I can make her feel better. I rush straight over to her and immediately pull her into a hug. I don't care that I o my have towel loosely wrapped around my body, it's nothing she hasn't seen before. She's shaking slightly in my arms as she mumbles inaudible words into my chest. "It's alright jadey I'm here babe, what's happened?" I try to get some actual understandable English words from her but she's still way too worked up so I rub her back sorry and hold her. I'm not exactly sure whats happened but I know Jade works herself up very easily so I just need her to take her time and relax.
As she begins to calm down she adjusts her position slightly so she's sat up more. "Thanks Pez.." she says quietly without looking up. "You have nothing to thank me for bubba, you know I'm always here." I stroke her hair as a small smile creeps across her face. "What's wrong though babs? What happened?" She sighs. "I just got worked up thinking about telling people about us.." she looks up at me for the first time and she looks so scared bless her it breaks my heart to see my baby like that. "Jadey, you have nothing to be scared of, yes I agree I'm kinda nervous but I'm also excited." I say. "I know, I know, I'm excited too but my emotions... they're just.." I hear Jade struggling to get her words out again so I pull her back into my chest to comfort her as I take over. "I know you find it hard babe not to worry about things, I understand. You have to tell me okay? When you feel like thins are getting too kick you have to tell me no matter what." She simply just nods and we sit like that for a few more minutes until she's calmed fully.

Jade POV:
Wow that was horrible, everything was just spinning round in my head. I couldn't do anything about it.
I slowly get up and smile at Perrie. "Thank you" I say and smile down at my girlfriend. "You don't have to thank me babe. I'm glad to help"
She'll never know how much she really helps me. Just hearing her voice and feeling her touch is enough to make me feel better, it always has been.
Perrie quickly begins to get changed as I just sit and look through my phone notifications. She then begins to dry her hair out our dressing table but I can see she's getting annoyed and pulling her hair around in a way which is painful just to watch. I stand up and walk over to her, placing my hands on her shoulders. "Hey, stop that! Pass it here" I say sternly but still my words are laced with concern. I take the brush and dryer from her hands as I begin to blow dry her gorgeous blonde locks. "Thanks" she smiles and sits there constantly whilst I finish.
Once I'm done I switch the dryer off and kiss Perrie's shoulder lovingly. She quickly turns her head and catches my lips in a sweet passionate kiss which I return happily.
I pull away a little as lack of air becomes an issues and smiles. "Come on babe, Jes and Leigh will be here any minute" I say as I realise the time is nearly 11am. I take Perrie's hand and gently lead her downstairs and we sit on the sofa happily waiting for our two older band mates to arrrive.

A/N:
Hope your enjoying this and I have so many ideas but they may take a while to get into, I'm not sure yet.i don't want to move things too quickly as I want it to stay realistic xoxo