Love Me Harder

Chapter 6

This chapter contains rape and other aspects which some people may find distressing.

After the meal
Perrie POV:
Dinner with just me and Jade was really nice. Of course nobody knows that we're together yet other than Jes and Leigh, shit I haven't even told my mam! I mentally curse myself for not even think about my mam u too this point when we're on the way to a club. It shouldn't seem too unusual for people to see me and Jade out alone as long as we keep it just how we used to. Which to be fair may be pretty hard in a few shots time but Hopefully Wr will still be sober enough to remember that we aren't actually a 'thing' to anyone other than ourselves right now.
I lead Jade into the club once we arrive, holding hands as I pull her through the swarm of paps that surround the entrance. It isn't bothering me too much really, it's expected. Of course sometimes it's too annoying but I'm too happy right now to care.

Jade POV:
Oh god, the amount of paid outside this club is unreal, I'm glad I have Perrie here with me because I hate it so much. I just want to be able to enjoy myself without having to worry about what I look like! "Babe will it be quiet inside?" I shout over the hustle and bustle of the crowd that is gathering. "Of course not!" She laughs "it's a club Jadey!" I mentally face palm at how stupid I realise I sounded. "You know what I mean, the paps aren't allowed in right?" "No babe they're not so we're free to enjoy ourselves" she replies and I sigh of reliefs and the thought of just being able to enjoy our little night out.
We walk straight to the bar and the excitement of the club hits me as I feel as though my heart is beating to the bass of the music. "Sex on the beach, Jade?" My 'secret' girlfriend asks me and I giggle quietly to myself at the thought. "Go on then per" I smile back. She orders both our drinks and then puts her hand on my shoulder as I sit on a bar stool. "I'm jut nipping to the ladies, babe the drinks will be here in a minute" she says and I smile back "okay" I say and in that moment I had to hold myself back from just leaning up and kissing her right there and then.
A minute or two later after Perrie had gone, someone comes and sits at the stool next to me which I had been saving for Perrie. Although I was kind of annoyed I didn't really mind because I understood that the club was busy. I take a look over and see him eyeing me up and down. I feel slightly uncomfortable but just try to brush it off and sip my cocktail whilst I wait for my girlfriend to return from the bathroom.
I feel his eyes on me a little longer before he gets up from the stool. I'm happy that he's leaving because he was making me feel Uncomfortable but at that point I feel a hand brush my inner thigh pretty high up on my other side. I quickly turn around and feel his close presence as I see his hand on the top of my leg. Fuck fuck fuck what is he doing?! "Excuse me?! What do you think your doing?" I ask trying not too sound too anxious even though I could feel my heart rate getting faster and faster. "Shh come on babe follow me." Although it sounded like he was giving me an option and his voice sounded calm, he took my hand forcefully but without hurting and pulled me up and towards the back exit of the club. "Sorry I'm waiting for someone mate, she'll be back any minute and our drinks are at the bar." I kept trying to tell myself that he was just flirting, everyone does it at these types of places so it was nothing to worry about but inside I was terrified at the thought of where he might be taking me and why he was doing it. "Your coming with me." He replies bluntly without looking at me. That's the point where I know this isn't just flirting. We're getting closer and closer to the exit doors and I know this is not right. "Perrie?! Babe I'm over here." I call helplessly but my shouts are easily drowned out by the music and I'm soon being taken out of the club and into the chilly air.

Perrie POV:
I return from the toilet and look around for where I left Jade waiting for the drinks. I can't see her anywhere. I walk back over to the stool where I was sure she was sat and sure enough it was the correct place because I see her small bag placed on the floor just where she left it and her drink barely touched. "Excuse me?" I question a spare bar man. "Yes Miss what can I get you?" He says sweetly. I know Jade can't have gone far because she wouldn't leave her bag and she knew I wouldn't be long so she's probably just seen someone she knows or on the dance floor. She may even just be getting some fresh air because it's so hot in here. "Have you seen my friend I was with? She's got brown hair and she's about my height" I inform him and hope he can point me in the right direction. "Oh um yeah I think she went that way" he points in the direction of the dance floor. "With a man probably about her age" I smile back at him as I pick up my drink and begin to head in that direction "thanks for your help." I shout over my shoulder. I'm not too worried now, we know a lot of people who come to this club so it's probably just a friend who she's dancing with and she knew I would be back soon and so that's why she left her stuff.
I look around the many sweaty bodies dancing close to each other. I shout her name as I get pushed and shoved by many drunken, tipsy, clumsy, or probably just plain rude people dancing happily. After about 5 minutes I see no sign of Jade so I decide not to worry and to just sit back down where we were and enjoy my drink. She won't be far away, I tell myself. She'll be back soon Perrie don't worry.

Jade POV:
The tall, strong looking man who led me strictly out of the club has now stopped dragging me through the streets as we stop in a cold dark alley way around 10 minutes from the club.
The tears are now streaming down my face as I cry out for someone... anyone. I wasn't sure what he was going to do with me but I knew I was in danger and I was scared stiff as I just stumbled along after him not being able to get away from his grasp. I knew I was pushing my luck as I screamed out but I was not willing to let anyone pass by without their help.
He knew what he was fucking doing I'll give him that. We did not pass one single person on the walk from the club to wherever we are now. This is somewhere I would say I knew well but I don't have a clue now, this is somewhere I have never been and would hope I never would have to.
As we stopped he threw his hand over my mouth and my screams and shouts were muffled. I wasn't surprised at his actions. In fact the only thing that surprised me was that he had only just stopped me crying out for help.
My body was shaking from fear and the cold which now surrounded us as well as the heavy drizzle soaking through to my skin. I just cried silently as I was trapped against a solid brick wall by his strong and forceful body. I could feel his spare hand travel down between our bodies as I fought against his grasp. The more I struggled, the more pressure he put against me until I could not move at all. My dress began to ride higher up my legs as his hand pushed further up towards the top of my thigh. My body was still shaking violently as his hands roamed all over my body. Although he now was not stopping me from screaming out, my mind was clouded over with fear and my head was spinning as I felt the pain all through my body.

Perrie POV:
After about 15 minutes I pick up Jade's bag as well as my own and have another quick look throughout the club for Jade before leaving the sweaty building via the front exit onto the main road. The paps and crowds have now thinned out but the camera flashes are still blinding. This is an example of the times where I cannot be doing with them and I just want to be left alone. As I wander the dark streets alone in the increasingly heavy rain my tears start to fall. Where is she? Why did she just leave like that? I want my baby..

Around 1 hour later
Jade POV:
Everything was spinning. I felt sick and dizzy as well as my body aching all over. I was cold and although my vision was blurry because of my tears I could tell my skin was cut and bruising and I couldn't focus on anything other than the shorting pain in my ribs. I want Perrie.. I want my mam.. anyone will do at this point. I just want to get away from here. I need help.