When I got up to the door I watched him pull away and I started to cry. Why can't I just tell him how I feel? He feels the shocks to so that must mean he feels the same right. I walked up the stairs in the dark and made it to my room. I took a shower and I soon fell asleep thinking of ways to tell Brendon how I felt.
*dreaming*
My eyes opened in Brendons room. I sat up and started to here singing and the smell of food filled the air. I got up slowly and walked down the stairs and into the kitchen and saw Brendon...shirtless my heart skipped a beat and starting rasing. I stood behind him in silence looking at his back.
"Brendon?" I walked closer to him and he turned around.
"Morning Babe" WAIT WHAT......He closed the gap between us and smashed his lips agianst mine. The kiss was passionate. I kissed him back and he picked me up sitting me on the counter. He reached for my shirt and everything went black.
*Reality*
My eyes shoot open I sat up my heart was racing and I was covered in sweat. I looked at the clock and uncovered. My phone started to ring and I answered it
I walked up to my room and grabbed my phone I waited for him to call while I watched tv. I feel like I watched tv for hours. He never called I started to cry and I eventually fell asleep watching tv.
*4 Hours Later*
I woke up with a headache, I got up and made something to eat. My phone started to ring,
Brendon: Emmy I am so sorry I didn't call you this morning Ryan was here
Me: Oh its uh fine one second
I put my phone on speaker and finished making some dinner.
Me: okay sorry I'm trying to uh cook. How was your day?
Brendon: Oh its great finished that song
Me: Oh cool you should sing it to me sometime
Brendon: Are you Okay? you don't sound like yourself
Me: No actually I'm not. I have a headache.
Brendon: Oh where is your mom?
Me: New York for a week
Brendon: Can I come over?
Me:Uh yeah sure I'll be waiting. The doors unlocked.
I hung up and went to make myself look decent I put my Deep brown curly hair in a high ponytail and tied the t-shirt tighter around my waist. I looked at myself in the mirror my wrists red covered with healing scars. I felt a tear run down my cheek, I really didn't want to mess up my friendship with Brendon but I don't know how much longer I can keep up the act.
"Em?!" Brendon's voice sent chills through my body I smiled
'Coming!" I ran down the stairs to find him sitting on the couch. When his eyes met mine he smiled and so did I.
*2 Hours later*
I went up to my room and went to bed thinking of Brendon and me...Even though its not gonna be a thing. I need to find a time to tell him about my dream.
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It was Always You
FanfictionHe ruined me when he left. I had nothing until I found him again.We were kids...how was I supposed to know that we were falling in love all over again? We were in highschool the last time he saw me. HOW was I supposed to know he was the one for me...
