It was Always You

Chapter 6

-Time Jump-

*5 1/2 weeks later*

"Cole I still don't know how to tell Brendon" I said as we reached my house from the bus stop. It's been almost a month since I had that dream. But I am going to tell him this weekend my mom said he could stay the week because we are off for spring break and she is going out of town. I'm guessing she doesn't want me to be alone....but-honestly leaving me with a guy I like isn't the smartest idea and yes before you ask mom knows and when I asked if he could stay last night she gave me the you-better-sleep-in-different-rooms-missy kinda stare and then said we either sleep in the living room or in separate rooms.

"isn't he staying the week with you...What better time to tell him then tonight that way if he likes you, you guys can be a couple and be all lovey dovey and crap and I'll come check on you every day. Because I still feel terrible about Dylan" I flinched at the name as we reached my front door. My mom wanted to talk to Cole to make sure he would come check on us. Because he is the responsible one just because he is six months older than me. While they were talking I sat on the couch in a daze. Tonight might be the night that I get to kiss Brendon. I let out a sigh and someone sat down next to me and hugged me snapping me out of my daze. It was my mom I hugged her back and started to get anxious because I knew that Cole would slack off a little because he always has my back. Especially now because he knows I've N-E-V-E-R loved anyone as much as I love Brendon. Mom left and so did Cole giving me the don't-do-anything-stupid-before-tomorrow brother type stare. I smiled and ran as fast as I could upstairs to change. I've started running laps around the neighborhood because I feel like I'm getting fat or at least that's what's going around school is that I've gained weight. I changed and ran out the door I had exactly enough time to run two laps and then take a shower. Running really gave me time to think about what I was gonna say to him. I smiled as I reached my house on my last lap. I ran in closing the door behind me catching my breathe and got in the shower. When I got out I brushed my teeth and taking my makeup off. I was so nervous. I don't think I can't begin to explain the fear of rejection I was feeling. After I was all clean I went and put on a white crop top t-shirt that I cut on my own last year and some black shorts. I walked downstairs and paced in the living room and start to sweat. I saw him pull up and I started pacing faster I decided to go out and help him get his stuff so I didn't look as nervous as I am. I mean I felt like I was going to pass out. I walked out the door and met him at his car. He looked just as nervous as I felt I was, he smiled when he looked at me.

"Hey Brenny!" I hugged him and the shocks felt like my whole body was asleep. I was going to  to die if I had to keep this act up any longer. He let go of my waist and went to the trunk of his car getting a small bag of clothes. I ran inside and took deep breathes.

'So what are we doing this week Emmy" He put his stuff down on the floor

"Uh I was thinking some movies and my mom took me to the store so I was going to make us dinner one day this week. Oh and I needed to talk to you." He nodded and sat on the couch. and looked at the movies. I sat on the couch next to him with my feet closer to him. He looked at me and smiled, I blushed we watched movies until it was around 8 at night and I couldn't hold it in any longer. He went to take a shower and I made the pallet in the floor and played another movie. While he was in the shower I got some crackers out of the the kitchen sitting on the couch with my feet up to my chest watching Jurassic Park. I heard the water turn off and I started to get butterflies in my stomach. When he came down the stairs he looked like he was about to say something.

"Uh I need to talk to you" we said in sync and blushed.

"Em, you go first" He smiled sitting in-front of me on the couch. I nodded taking a deep breathe

"Okay so I honestly have no clue how to tell you this..but I need to"

"Whats wrong?" He slide closer to me. 

"I-uh had a dream and it was about you...and me......"I continued telling him about my dream neglecting to say the end because I whimped out.

"How did it end?" He was blushing.

"Well, it ened with you putting  me on the counter in the kitchen and kissing me. When you reached for my shirt I woke up. I was sweating and I felt hot. My heart was racing but I knew it wasnt real because I didn't get sparks when you touched me" I smiled at my feet.

"You just made what I have to say so much easier Em" He slide closer to me with a smile

"And whats that?" I moved my legs

"I cant stand hiding this any longer"  His smile grew brighter causing my heart to race.

"uh-Bren what do you mean?" my legs flattened under him.

"Do you want me to spell it out for you or show you?" He started playing with my hair.

"Actually I need to finish what I was saying" I smiled

"oh whats that?" He smiled

"I like you...and- I dont just like you Brendon Boyd Urie I love you"

"seriously?" his face got closer to mine

"yes" I wrapped my arms around his neck. And his lips crashed against mine, this was the happiest I ever felt. He put his hand on my bare back causing the sparks to be all over me, he pulled me up in a sitting up position still kissing me roughly. I let a laugh escape my lips,  he pulled away lightly biting my bottom lip. I sat up catching my breathe and he laughed at me. I stuck my tongue out at him and he glared at me and grabbed my ankle and pulled me closer and started kissing me again, it was a much slower kiss this time. I pulled away and walked in the kitchen and cleaned up a little. I heard Brendon changing the movie again and I smiled I seriously just kissed him...he kissed me. Holy shit...I walked in the living room and he was laying in the floor.... shirtless. I turned the lights in the house off and made some popcorn for us. Oh the matching braclets. I handed him the popcorn and he grabbed my hand.

"Kiss me one my time" He smiled and I bent down kissing him again. I pulled away and ran upstairs and grabbed them and ran back down. I sat down and the movie was on the previews so this was a good time to give him his gift. I hope he likes it because if not I'm screwed. I looked at him and took the bracelets out of  my back pocket.

"Whats this?" He reached for the bracelets I smiled pulling them out of his reach. 

"I got US something at the mall a month ago." I handed them to him and he looked at them.

"Em you shouldn't have...I love without the bracelets or the makeup" He put his hand on my cheek "These are amazing"

"Just answer one question Bren" I grabbed his hand.

"Anything"

"Does this mean. We are ehem" I just choked on my words and started blushing.

"Together..yeah it does haven't cut any more?" He looked at my wrists

"I haven't had a reason. You really opened my eyes. Brendon I don't think I've ever loved anyone as much as I love you" 

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