It was Always You

Chapter 13

-Time Jump-
*3 Days later*
*Day of Pete's visit*

*Brendon's POV*

I can't lie I was nervous, what if I forgot the lyrics or I threw up on him and to make things worse I can't see Em today because she's helping  her mom with somethings so I'm just sitting here going through the songs and pacing the floor with my best friends just watching me. I knew they was equally as nervous. Someone knocked on the door and I looked at Ryan and answered it, I saw Pete standing there he smiled at me.

"Come in" When I swaid this he did so and the guys got up off the couch to introduce themselves "This is Jon Walker our bassist....Ryan Ross our lead guitarist, Spencer Smith our drummer" They all shook hands and he looked at me.

"You must be Brendon Urie the lead vocals" He reached his hand towards me and I took it. I think my heads going to explode because inside I'm so fangirling right now no fucking joke. While they were talking to Pete I was going over the list of songs we are doing for him.

Set list:

~The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press coverage

~London Beckoned Songs About Money Written by Machines
~Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks
~Camisado
~Time to Dance
~I write Sins
~But its Better if You Do

~Lying is the most fun.

End of list

I handed the guys a copy of the list, also giving Pete one so he knew the names of the songs and then we started.

*30 mintues later*

"That was amazing I really like your style" Pete smiled handing me the list back "Now let's talk about a record deal" he pulled out some folded papers out of his pocket and looked them over. When he handed them to me Ryan started reading them over my shoulder and Pete laughed "You guys must be close" We all nodded.

"We'll do it but I have some questions" Ryan asked sitting down next to me on the couch Pete nodded and handed me a pin. "So when are we leaving and where will we be staying?" Pete laughed as if he knew that was gonna be asked.

"Well we leave tomorrow so I'd suggest to get packing as soon as I leave here and you all will be staying at a penthouse in Los Angles that I had booked especially for you" Wait.....tomorrow..what about Emma? I started thinking about what I was about to do as Spencer handed me the paper to sign. I took the pin out of his hand and signed it slowly with my heart already broken I was shaking. Ryan looked at me and rubbed my back and then I handed Pete the paper and he hugged us all and he was gone......I started pacing again and Ryan was trying to calm me down...then my phone started ringing......The name that appeared automatically made me cry...I answered it in tears. 

Emma: "Hey baby what did he say?"
Me: "H-he signed us....c-can you come over please I-i have to talk to you
Emma: "Yeah of course I'll be there in a bit"

I hung up and Ryan stood up and hugged me and my body went numb as I began to cry more.

*30 mintues later*
*Emma's POV*

I'm worried where this is going. I slowly got out of my car and made my way into the practice garage and saw Brendon sitting in the floor. He was crying, I started to shake as I walked over to him he looked up at me. I sat down in-front of him and he opened his mouth to speak.

"I'm sorry"

"For what?!" My heart was racing.

"I'm leaving for Los Angles in the morning and I can't take you...with me so I have to break up with you" He went to hold my hands that were resting on his lap. I pulled them away.

"What no! Brendon I'll not go to college I'll stay home while you work don't do this.....you promised you wouldn't leave me here.."

"I don't want to ruin your chance at a life Emma. It hurts I know...trust me its killing me inside. Telling you I'm leaving those words are knives Emma I'll always love you" When he said that I stood up and so did he. "Emma I- Will- find you again I promise you will always be my everything....Always" He hugged me and I put something in his hand. It was my necklace my mom got me with a uppercase E on it and something else.

"Just don't forget me Urie......Even though I'am easy to forget...Go live your life and I'll live mine....Happily ever after right...." I ran off getting in my car in tears and speeding home not looking back. I don't even think he is gonna read what I wrote him. When I got home I ran up to my room and laid on my bed for what felt like hours....I couldn't tell. I was numb, no sparks, no joy...no him....no love I felt nothing.

*The next Day*
*Brendon's POV*

"Come on Brendon we're leaving" Spencer yelled up the stairs. I put on Emma's necklace and ran down the stairs and we left for Los Angles. The whole way there all I did was sleep because I felt like I was empty, no means of life. As I watched out the back window watching all the places where me and Emma once were together and happy and just cried myself to sleep