Fighting for Mr Poynter

Chapter 13: Tom's POV

Buzz is in intensive care, Buzz and Dougie got attacked, Dougie is in deep pain and unconscious. Fuck! Why is life messing with me! At least Carter committed suicide after attacking Dougie. Nurses took him into intensive care last night, threw himself from 8 stories high. I think he's dead, I hope so, no-one messes with my son!

I got in the car to go to the hospital straight after hearing about Dougie, I also wanted to see Buzz and Gi as well as I missed them quite a lot. As soon as I got there I went to see Buzz as John had texted me saying Dougie was still out of it from the morphine.

I was only aloud to put my hands in the incubator as that was where they had put Buzz. He had so many wires on him and needles in his small body. He had a feeding tube down his throat and an oxygen cannula in his little nose. I gave Gi a huge kiss on the nose 'is he getting better at all?' I asked with tears stinging my eyes

'He's deteriorated a bit' she cried 'they gave him the feeding tube this morning because I can't feed him if he won't breathe for himself' she cried even more. We both sat beside Buzz's incubator cuddling and crying together. Eventually I got the text from John saying 'Dougies awake, emotional and dizzy but he's conscious' I gave Gi a huge hug and a kiss and slowly made my way to Dougs room.

He turned and smiled at me but looked in tons of pain even after all the morphine

'What happened?' He asked me innocently

'Carter attacked you, he committed suicide after, well tried to'

'Is he ok?'

'Well he's in intensive care'

'BUZZ!' He randomly shouted at me, a few seconds later he continued 'I need to see Buzz!' He pushed the button in his had to call for the nurse to take him to see Buzz.

'Yes, what can I do for you sweetheart?' The nurse asked calmly

'I want to see Buzz' he shyly said as he gripped my hand.

'Ill have to talk to the doctor about that. Tom, can I speak to you outside?' The nurse spoke calmly

I prised Dougie's hand off of mine and followed the nurse outside she beckoned me to sit down on one of the chairs and spoke slowly.

'Im not sure if this is good news or bad but we've lost Carter' I let out a huge grin but then felt bad for James and Chris, the nurse continued 'the bad news is Buzz is getting worse, he won't breathe at all for himself, he's on a machine which forces air into his lungs. He's going to go for a scan in a minute but after that you can come and see him' she gave me a hug and left to return to Buzz. I went back into Dougies room, overwhelmed by all this news.

'What was that about?' John asked. I beckoned him over to Dougie bedside and explained it all to them everyone's face lit up as I explained about Carter but me and Doug burst into tears as I explained about Buzz, John comforted us a great deal.

I grabbed my phone from my pocket and texted James and Chris in a group convo 'I'm sorry dudes, Your cousin committed suicide late last night, the hospital tried all they could to save him but they were unsuccessful' we had a long conversation about him. James didn't mind as he wasn't close to Carter but Chris was really close to him and really upset.

They both decided to come up to the hospital to check dougie was ok, whilst their mum went and spoke to the nurses about Carter.

When they arrived they had got us all KFC which was yummy, I invited Gi over but she wanted some privacy. Chris was so quiet which was extremely unusual, he never normally stopped talking.

'Can we do an acoustic song?' Chris suddenly piped up 'forever and always?' He then questioned after we all nodded. We gave Dougie his Bass to see if he could play it, me and the mcbusted boys were practising it just before all the bisexual business, we had decided to continue with mcbusted even though mcfly split, we didn't want to disappoint the fans too much. Me James and Chris played guitar and John sat in the background randomly drumming. James sang the bits Tyler would have sung and I sung the bits Cameron would have sung. Chris and Dougie harmonised in the background. Dougie kind of managed to play bass, not as fast as normal but he played.

After playing forever and always and Ill be ok, the nurse came back and told me I could go and see Buzz. I grabbed my coat from the corner and followed her into a small office, in my head I knew this office would mean bad news. Gi was already sitting there looking confused and tear stained. I sat down, grabbed her hand then faced the doctor in front of us.

'Im not sure if this is good or bad but we've discovered why Buzz won't breathe for himself.' He took a long pause then continued 'Carter punctured his lungs, we can send him off to Manchester children's hospital where they can operate on such a small body. He will never breathe normally again even after the surgery but it will mean he can survive'

'Well of course we will do it then! I can't lose my little boy!' We all agreed that we would send him to Manchester tomorrow, Danny and James agreed that they would both spend time with Dougie whilst we were up in London. There had better be a light at the end of this tunnel!

Love mcfly1D