Chapter 28: Dougie's POV

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I woke up, there was a thrashing pain in my head. Where am I? I pulled my eyes open once i realised i was no where near Harry. I forced myself forwards, my skin ripped beneath me, still unable to open my eyes. I screamed. 

'Woah, his heart rates going crazy!' a female voice shouts, Gi! i thought she died. Whats happening? 

I heard lots of footsteps rushing towards me, just as i forced my eyes open i noticed i was in hospital, it was Gi beside me, but  not a Giovanna i like. Her eyes had been ripped from their sockets. I screamed, all i could do was scream, she fell to the ground as i screamed pulling her hair out. What i could hear was not my voice screaming, i was laying still. A tall man came in pushing a huge lava pool, why is that in a hospital? A women came in carrying Buzz, screaming. Masked men crowded around me, none of their eye sockets contain eyes. Buzz continues to scream, i am unable to see what they are doing to him, all i see is the sheer pain on Giovanna's face. She is no longer beside me, but infront of me. Buzz is now in her arms, he doesn't look human anymore. his skin has been ripped, his limbs removed from there sockets, held only by his determination. I scream as she pushes him through my head.

Suddenly I was still again. Tom and Danny's voices echoed around me. I lay listening to them.

'If we lose him will we carry on being Mcfly?' Tom asked.

'Yeah. I'll be glad when he's gone! He is pulling us apart!'

what did I do? I didnt mean to do this. Why isnt anyone else here? is this just a dream? I lay still. I want to die so i dont tear them apart. if this is a dream, i want to die. If this us real, I want to die. Dreams are supposed to tell reality, therefore I must be tearing them apart. everything suddenly goes silent.

My eyes slice open revealing the bright light from the TV, im on Harry this time! I'm awake! I pull myself to my feet making sure I dont wake them. I cant tear them apart. I creep into the kitchen and grab a piece  of paper off the counter with a pen.

Harry: I'm sorry I allowed them to blame you when I was in hospital.

Tom: I'm sorry I let him hurt Buzz, I'm sorry, it's my fault Gi killed herself.

Danny: I'm sorry I wasted your time when you visited me in hospital.

Ashton: I'm sorry you got hurt, I wish you luck with your true love.

Michael, Calum, Luke: I wish you luck in your future as 5 Seconds Of Summer

Niall: I wish you luck with One Direction  and raising Theo.

Liam: Thank you for helping the boys, make sure they're okay.

Theo: I'm sorry. I've gone to look after your daddy. I'm sorry I let them take you.

Buzz: I'm sorry I let him hurt you. Look after your daddy, he's not as strong as you think, i'll look after your Mummy.

I put down the pen and laid the note on the table. I grabbed a big knife out of the drawer and made my way to the bathroom. I had to make sure Theo didbt see me so I wrote another note for Harry

The key for th bathroom is on top of the cabnet in the hallway

I crept through and slipt it into his had.

'I'm sorry' i whispered as i walked away. Not one of them knew that they would never see me breathing again. I sat on the side of the bath and tightened my grip on the knife. I pulled it fast accross my wrist as i watched blood seep from the womb, i swapped hands and drew the blade accross my other wrist. I watched the blood pour from my arm for a good 10 minutes when someone suddenly tugs at the door handle. thank god we had two keys so i could lock it from the inside as well as well as leaving a key for harry. I had to die fast now. I took one last look at the blade then pushed my head back. I dragged the blade fast accross my kneck and slowly watched the blood pour out.

love mcfly1D

i decided it needed to end. there were too many people and I didnt Know how to get rid of them.  thanks for reading.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 05, 2014 ⏰

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