Mute for a reason

Dead mans grave

I found my mother. Well at least I found her body. She was dead. Her lifeless body was left carelessly in the basement in a corner. I can't believe he did this.

He murdered my mother. She might not have been the greatest parent or raised me well but she was there. She didn't do drugs all the time. She might of not been very great mother at all. But she still fed me every now and then.

Who am I kidding. She was either strung out, asleep, or being beaten as well. She was a horrible mother just like my father. I wish I could hate them but I can't. I wish I could love hem but I can't.

I'm stuck. I'm stuck breathing. I'm stuck with this life. I'm stuck with hate. I'm stuck with pain.

I'm stuck with everything no one wants to be stuck with. But this will change. I pulled her body to the back of the house and dug her a shallow grave. Something she wouldn't of even given me. I covered her body wth the dirt.

I spit on her grave once it was fully covered. I stuck a note on the table and made my dad food and I walked out the house. I walked for a while before going to a gas station. I had a fake ID might as well do what I want on my last day on this earth. Before I die and go to hell for killing myself to escape my demons and monsters.

I went into the gas station and went straight to the back. I grabbed Whiskey and tequila and some vodka. Yes I am gonna get horribley drunk today and yes I'm gonna do it while smiling. I went up to the front and got a pack of cigarettes (yes she smokes she's been smoking since she was 14 just hasn't been able to get cigarettes lately so that's why you haven't heard of her smoking). I paid for it all with some cash I had with me.

I grabbed my stuff and went outside. Ok now time to go to the pharmacy.
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*arrives at pharmacy*
I walk in I have my stuff in my hand. I grab some sleeping pills and some Ibuprofen. In case I'm to drunk to take the sleeping pills tonight I can take some of the Ibuprofen and then take the pills for double kill. Yep this is gonna be the best last day ever.

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Ok so I know I'm he worst author ever but was this an ok chapter at least. Like I know it's very very very short but it's because I saw I hadn't updated in a while and I wanted to get a chapter to y'all before all of you got mad.

But anyways hope you liked the chapter and hope you all have had an amazing couple of days.

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