Mute for a reason

Why me?

I wake up on the pavement. My clothes are ripped. There are two guys at the end of the alleyway talking. I tried standing up but couldn't. I knew what happened I wasn't a stranger to it. It happens all the time at home. By my father by his friends by everyone. My mother doesn't stop it she's either high or drunk and just sits there and calls me a whore. How am I a whore when they made me lose my virginity when I was 13. Like seriously.
My parents as people call them aren't my parents. They are just the ones who cared for me and stopped when he died.
I started to get up again and the boys at the end of the alley came towards me. Not again. I got up and stood. The boys they were.......... oh sh!t it's Joseph and Liam. I started to back away and they noticed.
"Hey it's ok it's ok we aren't gonna hurt you." The at the same time. I then tripped over something. It's a body. Not just any body the one of the man who just raped me. I don't even know if I can count this as rape. I look down to see my clothes are all torn apart and I look like crap. I just sat down and began crying. Then I felt someone pick me up. I looked and saw Joseph. He picked me up bridal style and I curled into his chest. I was done with people and everything why didn't Ryder let me kill myself. Why didn't he. Then it went black again.
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I woke up. I woke up another morning or night or whatever it was. But the thing is I didn't want to wake up. I wanted to drift away. I opened my eyes and saw Ryder and Kyle, Liam and...... Joseph? Why was he here I mean I get Ryder but the rest they don't know or like me.
"Hey it's ok, your okay now." Ryder said when he saw I was awake. I just smiled and signed where am I?
"Your at the hospital." He said he didn't want to say if I saw that but he did he knew my situation he knew I could talk. He knew me but he didn't know everything.
I signed can I leave now please?
"Not yet we have to get a doctor to check your vitals then we can see." He said.
"Here I'll go get the doctor." Liam said and left thank god one less pair of eyes on me. And soon after that it was just me and Ryder in the room. He then smiled a weak smile and sat down.
"Why?"
I signed why what. Yes I know he knows I can talk but I don't want to risk the others hearing.
"Why didn't you tell me about all the scars or all the bruises. And no one else saw only me. Don't worry." I sighed when he said that.
Thank you and I didn't tell you because it's really not a big deal.
And with that the conversation was over. The others had entered the room. The doctor walked in and did her checkup and I was ready to go. Ryder brought me some of his old clothes and I put those on and he took me home. To my house. He didn't want to but I made him. Why you may be asking. Because I needed to go home and see what my parents had in store for me. I knew it was time to get the beating over with. I got out the car and walked into the house I was met with...........
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Hey guys hope this chapter didn't have to much of a cliff hanger. Yes I'm writing and uploading today but I might not be able to for a while. Hope you don't hate me because I love you all. Bye my lovelies.