Loved Yet Depressed [COMPLETED]

29. Save Me

Since all the chapters are with Nightcore music and I don't wanna break the cycle, it's hard to find BTS Nightcore songs with lyrics. BUTT. YES, WITH THE DOUBLE T'S. I found a BTS song, but in English version for all you k-pop haters. And all you Nightcore haters... oh well.  (๑>ᴗ<๑)

"This is room 19. Now go." She said shooing me like a mother trying to make her child play with the others. Except the mother was an annoying rouge. And the child had to be shoved in an unknown room that the child has no clue about.

"Yes sir." I submitted, but rolling my eyes.

"I'm a woman."

"Okay. My bad. Yes ma'am." I corrected myself, rolling my eyes so much it looked like I was that Cash Me Outside Girl.

Author fun fact: When I first heard the Cash Me Outside, I thought they wanted my mula outside, and my words were: "Hell nah. I broke." （＞ｙ＜）

I chuckled I thought that. Stupid thought.

Opening the door, I stepped in quickly. Slamming the door quickly as well, I turned to check out the room.

It was a decent sized room. Although I've seen better.

I mean, I didn't expect anything good after the jail system. But after the whole plan of Laur tricking me, they now know I will actually try escaping. Which I will give props to Martin for doing such a good idea and plan layout. But I still hate his guts. I don't want to sound blood thirsty, but I hope I'll be the one ripping his guts out. After ripping his guts out, I would like to be feeding it to his rouge friends.

Spotting a door, I turned the knob. To only see that it was a bathroom that consist of a bath tub, sink, and and mirror. Just a simple bathroom if you ask me.

Getting out the room, I was back in the bedroom. Staring around at the bedroom more carefully, I walked towards the bed. I go to check if anything was under the mattress. You never know, they could have placed weapons under the bed so that when I sleep, I would get hurt. I would still have to sleep either way on the bed.

Lifting the mattress up, I spot something green. I near my right hand near the small object. Grabbing it, I brought it up to the light.

"What is this?" I muttered.

In between my finger, was a pea. Just a singular pea. Strange.

Did they really think that since I might be a future Princess and Queen that I wouldn't be able to sleep? Because of a dang pea?

"Stupid pea," I sneered at it. "Wait. Pea. Pea? Pee?" I questioned aloud. To think about it, didn't pea sound like pee?

I frowned, knowing Ava wasn't here with me anymore. As not in my mind. Not as in death or anything, if you were wondering. Wait. Now I'm speaking to myself. I need someone. I think I might need Luce here with me for company! But I can't just be selfish and let her rot here with me. And she can't be with here either way unless she was captured.

Now I'm just rambling. I should shut up. Yup.

Still holding onto the pea, I walk around the room still. Inspecting for any escapes and just so I am able to know where almost everything is.

The room had one window. Outside, all I could spot was a forest. How grand. Another thing I noticed by just looking at it, I knew I wouldn't be able to escape from the window itself. The window was old and dusty, meaning to would be a miracle for anyone to be able to open it. Although I am overthinking it, little old me doesn't have the strength to open it. My noodle arms haven't trained in a while, making it a miracle for me if I could still open something like that.

Shrugging, I tried opening the window. Even though I still had the pea in my hand, I tried opening the window. After giving it 7 attempts, I let go. I left the dust on my hand along with the pea I had put too much force in between my palm and fingers when I attempted opening the window.

Rushing towards the bathroom, I turn up the sink. Cold water licking my hands as I sigh in content. Spotting no soap, I frown. I shall never touch a rouge by their hands ever again.

Still trying to clean my hands the most cleanest they can possibly be, I think I could have gotten frostbite if I had tried cleaning my hands any longer.

I giggled, heading back into the bedroom. Looking out the window once again, I see that the sky has turned into multiple shades of orange, yellow, red, and pink. The outside was so beautiful, but I was stuck here inside with the rouges. The hideous rouges. Not that I looked any better though.

Spotting the bed, I decide it was time for sleep. Although it was probably currently around 6 or 7, sleeping early  would be nice. Maybe if I woke early enough and if they had no shifts for anyone to keep guard, I would be able to escape.

But to think about it, they aren't that stupid as much as I thought they were. It feels like they could even be hiding some brain cells of their's.

I mean, some people act stupid so that people can underestimate them. Which does sound like an intelligent plan. Gosh dang it why didn't I think about doing that! I could have just played the role of a stupid girl. Might as well be acting like that Cash Me Outside Girl.

Getting on the bed, I place the blankets over me. I stared at the ceiling until darkness took me.

"Save me. Please Nick."

This might be a weird remark, but does anyone pronounce words wrong naturally without knowing it? I do. But since I do, saying pea aloud doesn't sound like pee. Right?  ఠ_ఠ

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