Shadow's Gangleader

Part 24 ~ Lost Brother

I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked at Sean. He was looking behind me and my head immediately snapped to the person. Tomas. 

"May i have this dance?" he asked politely and i looked over at Sean but my attention caught a red mark on his shoulder and before i could realise what it was, glass shattered and Sean fell on the ground. 

"SNIPERS!" i yelled my lunges out and everybody fell to the ground. I rushed on Sean's side, so did Hunter. Sean was crying out of pain holding his wound. I sat down and put his head on my lap, crying slighly. He got shot and i couldn't do anything. 

Hunter took a look at his shoulder and sighed in relief. "Please tell me it's not bad." Sean's voice cracked at the end. "It's fine, the bullet won't affect your hand." Hunter answered truthfully. I didn't stop crying until Sean looked up at me. "It's ok sweetheart. I'm fine." he smiled slighly and i nodded with tears in my eyes. 

We didn't hear gunshots, that's weird. Tyler kneeled down at his friend and clenched his jaw. "Why did they hurt Sean and left?" Tyler asked looking at Hunter. Hunter looked down at Sean. "It wasn't for you." he said making Sean confused and then he looked up at me. Sean's hand grip my hand tighter he sighed in relief. What the fuck is wrong with him? He took a bullet that was for me and he is relieved? I cried out more and more and Sean caressed my hand which was in his.

Mom and Dad approached. Mom was crying. "Mom i'm ok." i said but she shook her head and cried more. What is going on? Dad kneeled down, shock written all over his face. He was breathing heavily looking at Sean who was half consious.

"Get my son a fucking doctor!" he yelled and everything went silent.

Only mine and Sean's voice echoed in the room. "What?!" We said in sync. Sean's grip on my hand tightened.

"The fuck i'm your son." Sean hissed in pain.

"No wonder you look alike." Tomas spoke up. Sean and I looked at each other and stared. They are actually right, how couldn't I notice, black hair, green eyes, same face shape, jaw.
"I can explain everything, just try to get better first." My- our dad made us snap our heads at him. The doctor came and took him to his room. The silence was awkward but anger was rising inside of me. I walked of but a hand grabbed mine.

"Don't even dare to talk to me right now." I roared at Hunter angry and he let go of my hand. I stormed off not even caring about dad calling out my name. I stepped in my car and locked it. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. My dad's words replayed in my head, I can't believe I have a brother and it's Sean. My dad lied to me again.

I was lost in thoughts for about half an hour so I decided to pay Sean a visit. On the way in I noticed everyone was gone, there were just the guys, so I made my way to Sean's room. I was really nervous right now and I don't even know why, I hang out with him every day and now it's awkward. What do I even say? I'm sorry i'm your sister?

The door was a little bit open, so I took the opportunity and stepped in. I walked over to his bed and sat down facing his back.

I touched his shoulder and he flinched, making me pull my hand back.

"What's wrong?" The words came out of my mouth quickly. He didn't turn to look at me or even answer my question. This isn't like Sean.

"Is your arm ok?" I whispered but enough for him to hear me. Inside me I was pretty sure this isn't about his arm.

"My arm's fine." He spat out his words harshly.

"I just want to help." I shot back at him.

"Help by leaving." He snapped and stood up from the bed. Even if I stopped crying half an hour ago, I wanted so bad to continue but I just couldn't.

We stared at each other, regret written all over his face. Men. Just then the door opened and we snapped our head at dad who came in, in that moment.

"This is all your fault." Sean pointed at dad with his index finger. The rage inside him was rising pretty fast.

"I lived with a foster family knowing that my parents left me. Abandoned me. YOU abandoned me. I'm in danger all the time because i'm in a gang and you cared now? Really? My whole life is a fucking LIE! Why calling me son if you never did all this years you work with us? WHY?!" He yelled his lunges out.

"I was always watching you. You were never shot. I gave you to this foster family because I needed to watch over you, protect you. I was about to tell you when you turned 18 but you found Hunter. You became a gang member." Dad roared back at him.

"Why even tell me?! You handed me to a foster family. I lived with the thought no one wanted me, that I didn't have siblings. Why did you abandoned me?!" Sean snapped at him, tears running down his eyes. Things are getting ugly. I shot my eyes closed and wanted to step in but something inside me stopped me. Curiosity.

"Because you are the heir of the family company. Everybody who knew about you would kill to take advantage of it against me." Dad shot back at Sean.

"Yeah, of course this fucking business is more important that your own SON!" Sean interrupted him.

"I did it because you are worth more than this fucking company. I did it because I wanted my son to be safe! We did it because we love you. I wanted to tell you but you found this gang and I couldn't take you out of what you chose just for a fucking company." Dad said a little more calmly. I coudn't believe what my dad did just to protect Sean. I was feeling sorry for what dad did to him, but I could also understand why.

"OUR fucking company. OUR family. I would be happy but you chose not to tell me." Sean's voice cracked at the end and tears started running all over again. I bit my lip and tears started to crowl out of my eyes too, so I looked down not wanting to get them notice I was crying.

"I made deals with this gang because of you. I was always watching you. I am always protecting my family no matter what and you know yourself I gave YOU more attention than anyone in this house. But then somehow you met your sister and you connected immediately. This made me so happy but you are the one acting so selfish right know. If you can't accept me and your mom, just keep accepting your sister, it's not her fault." Dad finished and by that time I was crying unstopable, but in silence. Now no one was talking.

"Just get out, I want to be alone." Is all what Sean spat out harshly. I was devastated of what he said. I was now sure he didn't even want me as a sister.

"Just talk to your sister. Don't shut her out, don't do this to her. You will regret it later." Dad said in a gently voice more calm but I interrupted with a bitter laugh.

"Don't you get it?!" I yelled at my father. "Does it look to you like he wants me as a sister? He kicked me out TOO just before you came in. I'm so pathetic to even think I have the people I love by my side." I yelled between a lot of hiccups and crying unstoppable. "You men are a bunch of arrogant shitheads. I-i.." I could continue anymore from crying so I took a deep breath and shut my eyes. They didn't talk and I didn't made the effort to look at them.

"I can't even look at men anymore. I hate all of you." I whispered but i'm sure they heard me because of the silence. I wasn't crying anymore, my face was emotionless, cold. I turned around and left Sean's room. No one followed and I was happy but my tears told another story.