The next thing I now is i'm pulling my dress to the side and take my gun out from my leg, which was under the hidden part of my dress. I got the gun in my hand and everyone looked at me but I didn't care at the moment.
"Honey what are you doing?" Mom asked. Beside her went dad. Silence all over the room. No one talked. I saw Sean in the corner of my eye approaching me. I hate when someone feels pity for me. It sucks. I didn't look at him, I just cocked my gun and he stopped. Succeed.
"If anyone tries to follow me.." I trailed off slowly. "Well, I will put a bullet in your head. I don't fucking care who you are." I said harshly and took off.
I stepped in my car and drove off. I sure wasn't going home. I didn't even want to go home. I'm sure I looked like a freaking mess but I didn't care.
After a long ride, I stopped at the beach and stepped out of my car. I was really exhausted so I didn't want to walk on the sand, I just leaned on my car and crossed my hands under my chest. I closed my eyes and breathed in the cold breeze. It was relaxing but my mind was racing, causing me a bad headache.
Hours passed, I already changed in my car in some jeans and a black crop top I had in my car and I was currently sipping some scotch I had in the car.
It was like 10 p.m., the next day when I looked at my phone.WOW i was out almost a whole day. 37 missed calls from Hunter, 24 from Alec, 20 from Tyler, 20 from dad and 59 from Sean. Sean. Why does he even care? Ugh. My head hurts. I didn't even sleep at all, I was just drinking the rest of the night the bottle of scotch and went to buy 2 more bottles.
I was deyond hangover but drove myself home. My head was pounding but I took the three empty bottles in one hand and opened the door with the other.
I was met with a hard chest. I looked up and saw a familiar face. Alec.
"Allison." He grabbed me before I could fall. It's been hours I drank the last bottle, so I wasn't that drunk. I could understand everything and even remember.
"Allison?" I heard another voice and looked up. Sean. I didn't know when I started crying until I felt a hand on mine. Sean looked at me concerned but I just rolled my eyes.
"How much did you drink?" He asked and I released the bottles off my hands, letting all 3 shutter in front of his feet. I wipped my tears away and walked past them, to my room.
"Don't you dare to take a step in her room. Your selfish ass made this happen. You two were always acting like siblings but now what? Are you in love with her or something dude?" I heard Alec yell at Sean.
"I'm not in love with her, i saw her always as my little sister but this was too much today. She misunderstood me." Sean answered and I rolled my eyes at his cheap response.
"Don't give me that bullshit Sean. I heard you yelling. You kicked her out TOO, you are not better than him. When times get rough you always push people away." Alec shot back at Sean and everything went silent. He is right he isn't better than Hunter. Men are dicks.
Alec came in after a few minutes and told me he was giving me some space, so he went to sleep in the room next to mine.
It was like 3 a.m., I already had a shower and freshened up because I was reeking alcohol but I couldn't sleep with this headache. I decided to take some painkillers, so I made my way to the kitchen.
All lights were off but I could hear sniffing and silent crying from the living room. Sean. He was sitting on the couch, his elbows resting on his knees and his palms pressed in his eyes. He was shaking and pulling his hair once in a while, rocking back and forth on the couch. It killed me to see him like that, he is my brother, my own blood.
He didn't seem to have heard me so I walked silently in the kitchen and muted my own cries because I didn't want him to hear me. I went to the kitchen and took the pain killers, I was still crying until the lights switched on. Busted. Am I really so loud when I cry?
I wipped away a few tears and placed the glass in the sink and put back the bottle of water in the fringe. I don't know even if he left but i wanted so bad to lay down and sleep for one week. I slowly turned around, making eye contact with him. His eyes puffy and red from crying, his cheeks stained with dry and fresh tears and his hands near to his chest. He was playing with his hands looking some times at me and some times at his hands.
I leaned my back on the counter and crossed my one arm under my chest and put the other to my mouth and nose to cover my sobs and hiccups. Tears started forming in my eyes so i shut them close and rest my chin on my shoulder. I didn't want to cry but i couldn't hold it. I have a brother and he doesn't want me.
"I'm s-sorry. I-i don't don't wanna l-lose you." he whispered with his voice shaking from all the crying. I snapped my head at his direction, his eyes teared up and tears rolled down his cheeks. God we are cry babies.
I pushed myself away from the counter as he came hesitatingly closer to me until he was one meter away. Since he was almost a foot taller i was looking up and he down at me. Within seconds i was wrapped in his big arms, i couldn't move my arms.
I was trushing around and crying loud. "You kicked me out TOO." i was screaming trying to hit around. I couldn't hold my sadness and anger anymore. I kicked and stomped my feet but there was to success of getting out of his hands. He hugged me tighter and tighter even if i screamed.
"My OWN brother doesn't want me. You men are pigs." i yelled jerking around in his arms and sobbing. He let go and grabbed my face so i was looking at me and kissed me on the lips. What the fuck?
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Novela Juvenil~ He put a string of hair behind my ear never leaving my eyes. My heart was pounding like crazy and i was afraid he could hear it. "You are really beautiful, you know?" he said and i looked down trying to hide my blush. He lifted my chin with his in...
