Things About Life

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You know what my friend told me yesterday?

Okay so let's say my friend Jade and I ever talking on this app called Marco Polo and well she added my other friend Markus.

Markus and I kind of like each other and well I didn't want to talk to him I have like a really hard time talking to guys after my ex and I broke up.

Like a really hard time to even liking a guy was super new. Anyways so finally I was like fuck it I like talking to him

And well he was talking about band camp that he had been going to for two weeks (I already knew about it because another friend of mine was going and she always told me about it when she was there and when she got home) and he was telling me about how some of his friends were twofaces

Okay this is how our conversation went

Markus: When I started band camp I saw how many of my friends were twoface liars

Jade: Oh yeah that's why I only talk to you and Isabella the most

Me: Yeah I know how it feels to be backstabbed and to have twoface friends

Markus: Oh my god Isabella I'm so so sorry

At this point I was confused what had I said?

Markus: I didn't text you all summer and for that I'm sorry

Me: Markus it's cool figured you were just busy

Markus: that's the thing I wasn't busy I just forgot

That was even more confusing how do you forget to text someone? I mean I can't be angry at him because I could have texted him but I'm not one to usually to that and with me crushing on him. . .

Not only that I  had a boyfriend I feel horrible but my boyfriend and I were doing long distance relationship and it wasn't really official until summer actually started.

Doesn't make it right and maybe that's why I didn't text him but Markus is the first guy I feel close to since the shit that went down between my ex and I

I mean I went to having like 10 guy friends and having 4 girl friends then to refusing to make any friends.

So yeah but nothing ever happened between Markus and I other then when we played a game of truth and dare and I got dared to kiss him. To be fair he did dare Jade to kiss me right after 😕🙃.

And now the guy I was dating and I broke up. Markus wants to see if anything will happened but idk,  I still don't trust myself or any guys right now.