Things About Life

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Does anyone else have really bad anxiety attacks? Like okay so I was on my way to my first hour when it hit. I just got really nervous and started shaking.

Not that bad right well it took me the whole period to calm myself down but my second hour everyone hates the new World History teacher says he's the worse and whatever I had just started at the new school.

I didn't know what they were talking about other than mad he had back angry problems. He reminded me of my eighth grade math teach who throw a chair at a class.

My school was that bad, once in fifth grade we had a sub quit in the middle of the day. In eighth grade her had four math teachers one year. So anyway a student got mad at the teacher and started yelling he got mad back.

They started arguing about whatever I wasn't listening I still had to deal with the aftermath of the anxiety attack, well more students started taking sides of the kid who was sharing with the teacher. He was sitting next to me also, but what happened that was embarrassing was that he started hitting his hands against the desk, and it set off another anxiety attack but this time before when I felt it getting bad I told him to stop.

He said that he would and that he was sorry when he saw that I was rubbing my hands together my face probably red from trying not to cry, but then the teacher said something about another student that the kid didn't like and well I started crying, in the middle of class.

Like fucking seriously? It was bad enough that I was in the middle of having an anxiety attack but this was worse.

Not only that it was so bad that I had to go to the nurse because I couldn't calm myself down after that.

Everyone said I should have gone home but no way was I telling my mom or dad (he was still living with us then)  about it.