(Christie's pov)
I duck underneath the space between Justin's heated body and the deadness of the wall. My hands press lightly against his chest, making him open his eyes and raise his head slowly. His eyebrows lift up in surprise while I smile a bit before taking my sweater off. He smirks, then peels his shirt off too. I slip off my gray sweatpants before he takes his off too. I'm honestly really nervous right now. But trust will lead the way.Justin holds me desperately and closely, kissing me deeply as his hands explore my body. His warm tongue roams around in my mouth before he bites my lip like he did yesterday. He deeply kisses my neck, my sweet spot, making my back press harder against the wall. While he kisses me, I let out a series of loud moans and gasps. He tugs me against him forcefully yet lovingly as he steps backwards towards the bed. I am laid roughly on the bed with Justin hovering over me. His lips smash against mine; then he returns to my neck.
As I place my hands on his muscular back, his arms wrap around my body. He lifts up my back a little, and I know what he's doing, and I'm going to allow it. The clasp of my black bra comes loose, so I gasp from the quickness of his actions to take it off and how it's thrown across the room. He gazes at me with the same smirk. I blush, but in a good way. He kisses my lips again before burying his face in my cleavage, and I moan and enjoy what he's doing to me.
He kisses me again, and starts to lower his black boxers off. I can't help but stare. lLike it?" he jokes with a chuckle. "Uhm." My cheeks flush with red, but he holds me protectively.His lips then pres against mine again while his fingers played with my panty line. I moan, giving him permission to do what he wants with my body. I prepare myself for what's coming right before Justin pulls off my panties, before I can change my mind. His tongue scans across his lips as his fingers start to rub me, adding little pressure. I moan I response; then he kisses me. His fingers move faster, then stop before the pleasure gets too intense. He slides his fingers over me. I nodded in response. So Justin slowly presses his fingers into me. As they push deeper, I feel a stinging sensation inside me, but it's tolerable. He starts to move faster by a few seconds. I ignore the pain; then it gets pleasurable, and I moan in the kiss.
An unknown yet exciting feeling develops inside of me. A feeling that I've never felt before. Justin causes more pleasure on me, and I gasp and moan.
"Oh Justin," I feel myself let go. This must be how it feels to give it all up. It feels amazing to me. I can't help but moan, so Justin immediately kisses my lips to keep me quiet. I breathe heavily as Justin takes his fingers out of me.
"You liked that?" "Mhm," I moan with a giggle. Justin smiles, then lowers down to my area. He grasps my thighs, and once again, I prepare myself for what he's about to do.
His heated breath hits against me, making me shudder. I feel his wet lips plant open-mouthed kisses on me, and before I know it, he's eating me out. I arch my back and grip his hair, pulling it. He groans as hands grasp me harder.
Then I feel him against my entrance.
"Justin," I stop him in a heavy breath. "Hmm?"
His brown eyes look in mine, looking concerned.
"Use protection." Getting pregnant is nightmare that I'm not ready for.
"Oh yeah, sure babe," Justin gets off the bed and snatches a condom; then he hovers back over me. We continue our session, going full speed.
"You sure you ready?" His eyebrows raise for assurance, while putting on a condom. "Yeah," I breathe out with honesty. "Tell me if I need to stop," he positions himself while solicitously holding my shoulders.Justin kisses my neck as he cautiously slides himself inside of me. And it hurts like crazy, so I moan and whimper. I hold my breath from the stinging pain inside me. "Breathe baby," Justin pauses for a moment, so I let out a deep breath along with a soft moan. Even though my breathing's unsteady, Justin continues on, kissing me harder. It hurts so badly right now. I have to groan, because there isn't any other way to let the pain out. Tears push against the corners of my eyes, so I squeeze them shut. Justin permits me to moan in his neck as I adjust to him. His thumb wipes my damp eyes. The pain starts to disappear, and my breathing returns back to normal.
"More." Unbelievably, I hear myself request in a needy whisper. "Sure thing," Justin kisses me another time before thrusting himself in and out of me. A lot of 'ahs,' 'oohs,' 'fucks,' and 'Justins' come out of my mouth as Justin thrusts faster in me. I receive the same feeling that I got a few minutes ago.
"Ju-Justin-mmm!!" I'm silenced by another deep kiss from Justin as I release myself. He groans lowly, signaling that he's feeling the same thing. He takes himself out of me before collapsing next to me. We're both breathing heavily with exhaustion.
"That was your first time?" Justin smirks charmingly. "Yeah," I cool off while giving him a shy smile. After calming down, I reach for my pink panties, then search for my shirt.
"Woah," Justin shakes his head in amazement and gives me a grin. I blush lightly and pull the sheets over myself as Justin slips out of bed.
"I need to take a shower, babe," Justin finally snaps back to reality. "Ok," I yawn tiredly before I turn on my side, away from the light coming from the bathroom door.I just gave my virginity to Justin. Anything could happen now. He could leave me. He could've made a bet. He could've done anything. I just hope I made the right choice.
I'm starting to get sleepier, and before I can fall asleep, a warm pair of arms snakes around me. "You ok?" Justin asks in the same concerned voice he always has whenever he asks me if I'm ok. And if I were to study his face well enough, he would appear worried, along with the slightest bit of anxiety. I don't even think his friends can see that in him.
"Yeah," I answer in a quiet giggle. "I know you liked it," he whispers seductively, probably with a smirk on his face, making me giggle softly again.
"Stop it," Damn, he makes me blush so hard. "Alright," he sounds playful, and chuckles softly, pulling me closer.
"I love you." "I love you too, babe," Justin kisses my cheek before we fall asleep.
-9am-
There's a rattling sound which causes me to wake up; then Justin tightens his arms around me.
"Mmm, babe, is it still raining?" His morning voice sounds like heaven right beside me. I clear my throat to get a stronger sound. "I think." But my voice remains tired. He unwraps his arms and yawns, purposely sounding annoying. I giggle at his attempt, and he quietly laughs. Once again, I felt his arms around me.
"I love you so much, babe." "I love you too. So much."
Honestly, those words can never grow old. "Really?" he questions my recent statement. "Yes," I reply sincerely, still smiling.
"Prove it." His voice is daring. "I can't right now." "Ok, I believe you." We were both still and quiet, listening to the rain outside. Then I say something really stupid.
"Please don't leave me."
I'm just thinking about last night. I don't even know how it slips out. All I know is that I suddenly feel Justin's body tense, then turn me around to look at his beautiful yet pained eyes. I instantly feel bad. Although there isn't much light, I can see his eyebrows furrowed with concern and confusion and distress. I dare to keep my gaze on him.
"What?" He knows exactly what I've said, but he wants an explanation for it.
"I-I'm sorry. Never mind," I try turning away, but he keeps his hold on me.
"No baby, what did you mean by that?" Justin's voice isn't angry, just concerned. He isn't upset either. Just concerned.
"Nothing Justin." But I know that he's way smarter than that to believe me.
"Baby," Justin demands an explanation. "I don't want you to leave me. Especially after what we did last night," I confess shamefully. As for Justin, he has a look of realization in his eyes.(A/N: Soooo what's your opinion on I'm the One? I think Justin's voice is on point. I love his voice!!! Next post is on Monday or Tuesday)
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