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Thanks!

Shoutouts to Freaky27NotAwesome and Missing_Harmony, because YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING AND SUCH NICE PEOPLE AND YOU WORRY AND OMG I LOVE YOU GUYS IN A WEIRD OVER-THE-INTERNET PLATONIC SORT OF WAY LIKE THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL BETTER YOUR COMMENTS ARE SO NICE!

Anyhoo, I am not a happy person. In this moment, I am slightly less unhappy than I've been for a while, and I've released some stress.

I did things that helped, even though they fuck up my life. I understand that my coping mechanisms probably hurt more in the end, but they make me feel better in the now, so...

I ran away for a couple of hours. My foster mom called my parents, my friend, my boyfriend, my friend's boyfriend, my neighbor, my boyfriend's step-dad's grandparents (back-door neighbors), and the cops. I don't understand why, because I'm not that important, but I got to cool off, re-set my head, release some stress.

I also did other things, but I don't want you guys to worry (Carrie shut up they wouldn't have anyway), so I'll save that for another day. Anyway, the point is, I freaked out for a day, and these 🔝🔝🔝 two people, with just a little effort, made me feel better. So thanks, and I will be updating soon, so don't worry about that. Life moves on whether I want it to or not.

Until the next chapter. :)