Random Bullshit

Heavy Shit

Hihi!

I'm sorry I haven't been in so long, but a bunch of stuff's been happening.

My dad's been molesting me since January. I just told on him about two weeks agi because he was starting to go after my sister as well.

They took us out of the home, we had to talk to police officers, and we moved in with our old foster mother's sister. They're trying to get us back with our foster mom, but she has to extend her license first, and they have to approve the room we built in her basement, or we can't go live with her. She also has less money now, and I just feel like a huge burden.

The day I told, my dad tried to overdose on sleeping pills, and now he has to breathe through a tube, which he woke up and tried to pull out. He told me if I ever told he'd kill himself, and if he dies, it's going to be my fault.

On the upside, everyone is being supportive, my boyfriend is being AMAZING (he printed out pictures of us, calmed me down when I was crying, went to the police station with me and helped testify, and bought tickets to the Jacksepticeye tour in Boston), and everyone is trying to make sure this goes well.

I just wanted to let you know, and I'll try to be more active now.

Be safe, you guys. And if someone is touching you without your permission, or abusing you in any way, tell. Tell on them, and don't let them shut you down or shut you up. You have a voice, and it is louder than you believe. Use it to protect yourself, use it to make yourself heard, because people need to listen.

Be safe. Be careful. Be heard.

I love you guys. Talk to you later.

Update
I couldn't post this because there was no signal and then I just kinda wanted to lie in bed and do nothing so I binge watched the good place and thirteen reasons why and anyway I told myself to stop pussying out so yeah.

My dad can breathe on his own now, but no one knows where he is bcause he's in a psych ward, and hospitals can't disclose that information and shit.

They didn't authorise the basement room, so my old foster mom is going to put up walls in the living room and bring the living room stiff downstairs so we're probably going to move in on Monday, so that's good.

ALSO I GOT TO GO TO THE JSE SHOW IN BOSTON AND I LOVED IT HES FUCKING HILARIOUS AND MY BOYFRIENDS DAD BOUGHT US A T SHIRT AND POSTER EACH AND IM SHOOK AND I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS FAMILY AND IM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE

Anyway, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I haven't been reading or voting or updating or anything and I'm just so fucking sorry but my life is blown to all shit right now and I just wanted you guys to know and I'm gonna try to update more I'm sorry.