chapter six

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It's currently 11:20pm on a Thursday, I got out the window and managed to find my way to the park that was a couple blocks away from me. Right now I feel empty, I don't feel anything. It's hard to process what just happened, I kissed Grayson, and found out that my boyfriend has been sleeping with my enemy in the same night. I needed to take the pain away, and I know Amy could definitely help.

"Hailey!" Amy shouts, she's with around 4 people all wearing black and they don't look like the people I would hang out with. I walk towards them all three guys are checking me out, they'd have to be ten years older. "Did you bring the money?" Amy asks, "yes I got 40".

Amy and I walk ahead of the guys.
"I didn't think you would be the type to drink and do drugs" Amy tells me, she seems excited. "Yeah it's gonna be my first time, I wanna get trashed. I've had a fucking awful day" I reply.      "Are you okay Hailey?" You could tell she didn't wan't an answer, she didn't care.               "I don't want to talk about it. " I say sternly.

We arrived at this trashed looking house, music is playing and it's very ghetto. We head inside Amy pulling out a bottle of vodka out of her bag. I pour myself a huge cup, the ratio from vodka to orange is very out of balance. I ignore the strong taste because it's making me forget about all what happened.

Seven cups later I was drunk to say the least, I could barely walk. I look on my phone and Grayson is calling.
Grayson: hailey i'm glad you picked up
Hailey: WHAT DO YOU WANT I'M A BIT BUSY HEREEEE WITH MY FRIENDS
Grayson: are you drunk? Where are you?
Hailey: I'm taking me pain away
Grayson: check your snapchat
(So I did, nothing was there)
Hailey: hehehehe wait what are u talking bout
Grayson: I've got you location I'm coming to get you.

I quickly hang up, I look for a hiding place in the house. I decide to go to the toilets. I had the vodka bottle in my hand drinking it whilst having a break down. I have never cried so much in my life, I hate Jack.

It's been an hour and I'm a complete mess, everything is spinning. But I wanted weed, that's why I brought my $40, and I'm not going to be ripped off. I leave the bathroom, struggling to walk passing everyone eventually finding Amy. She was in a circle who were passing around a bong. I sit next to Amy

"Can I try?" I ask, Amy fills it and passes it to me, I have no idea what I'm doing. As I go for my first hit I feel a hand on my shoulder. "Hailey?" Its Grayson, he looks worried and disappointed at the same time.                               "HAHAHA guys i know this hot dude its graysonnnnnn" I say pulling him onto me.          "I'm getting you out of here" Grayson whispers, what the fuck he can't control me.     "No I haven't had my bong yet."
"No Hailey we are leaving" Grayson replies picking me up, within minutes everything went black.

In the car
I woke up in a random car, I had no clue where I was, until I see Grayson. Seeing Grayson reminds me of what all happened tonight, I just need another drink. Suddenly I feel an urge rising in my stomach "Grayson pull over i need to puke", he screeches, obviously his teal ford is like his baby.

It wasn't a pretty sight, I had vomited at least seven times. Grayson had been pulling my hair back, I could tell he was a mix of being pissed off and worried. I get back into the car and we head off home. Our houses are only like five blocks away from the house party so I don't understand how it's taking so long.

"Why are we still driving we should be home by now" I ask. He looks at me with his eyes in sadness, I've caused him so much pain.    "Hailey you're really drunk, I'm not letting you go home, Kate will send you back to New Zealand" I can't believe Grayson cares about me like that. "Thanks Grayson" I manage to pull a weak smile.

We had been driving in circles for about an hour, the car was silent, no music, nothing. I could tell he was sad, and disappointed in me.                                                                                       
"I didn't think you were that type Hailey" Grayson says obviously pissed.                               "I'm not I've had a fucking rough day okay" his face looks shocked. "Do you really find me that fucking repulsive? That I kiss you making you turn to drugs and alcohol. Well Hailey I've had a fucking rough day too. I admitted my feelings to someone who obviously thinks I'm disgusting." I haven't see Grayson so mad before, I turned him into this and I've only been here for two weeks.                                                                                 Grayson I do like you but it's not as simple as that" I reply knowing what I could say next would ruin everything.
"How can it be complicated", still angry.
"I have a boyfriend Grayson"

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