U+Me

Ch 13

Jays pov

I was walking to my other session with my papers in hand when I ran into a small figure.

"Aye man watch where the....." I started to say but looked up and saw a woman with brown hair over her face

"I'm sorry I was rushing because I'm late." I recognize that voice from any where she flipped her hair out of her face and proved my theory

It was bey.

We locked eyes for a while and everything around us froze until she looked down and notice the fallen papers

"I'm sorry let me help you." She said

I was lost for words so I didn't say anything I just started to pick up the papers.

It was one more left and we both unconsciously reached for it and our hands touch. I felt a spark and I know she felt it too because we both pulled back.

I reached for the last paper and got up then helped her up.

"Um..Hey jay." Bey said softly while moving a piece of hair from her face

"Bey I don't know what to say. I've missed you so much I just hope you've found it in you to forgive me."

"I already have." She said still remaining with the soft tone

"I need you. I'm lost with out you. Please come back." I said basically begging

"Jay I ca-" she got cut off by somebody yelling down the hall way

"BEY HURRY YO ASS UP AND LAY THIS VERSE!" Kelly yelled down the hallway

"CHILL KELLS HERE I COME!" She yelled back and started walking that way

I grabbed her arm gently and turn her around

"Wait...can I have your number." I ask softly

"Put yours in my phone." She said then handed me her phone I put my number in it and she walked away

"How will I know your going to text me!" I yelled down the hallway

"If your lucky I will!" She yelled down the hallway

I smiled remembering her saying word similar to that when I first met her. I shook my head and walked to my session with a kool-aid smile.

Beys pov

I closed the door with a big ass smile and felt all eyes on me. I turned around

"What?" I asked looking at Kelly Chelle and la

"Was that jay ?" La asked

"Yeah... I literally ran into him and he asked for my number but I made him give me his." I said briefing the story.

"Oh okay.. come lay down this verse." Kelly said with a knowing grin that the other girls also had

"What y'all looking like that for?" I asked

"Ohhhh...No reason." Chelle said suspiciously

I shrugged them off and started to work.
A couple hours later we were done with our session and headed on our way home.

The whole car ride there my mind was on Shawn. I was thinking should I give him another chance? Or should I just not set myself up for failure? I'll think about that and have my decision later on. Right now my priorities are Brooklyn and my music. Not getting my heart broken again. But Brooklyn needs to know who her father is.

With all these things racing in my mind I haven't even notice we've arrived at our apartment. I got out of the car and walked to the elevator and waited for the girls to get in. Once they were in we went to our floor and got out. When I opened the door we all said good night and headed to our rooms. I stripped of all my clothes and went into my bed. I grabbed my phone from the night stand and scrolled through my contact list.

Once I found Jay's name I pressed it and the phone rang 3 times before he picked up.

"Hello?" He said in a raspy sleepy tone

"Hey jay it's bey." I said then her shuffling through the phone

"Hey bey.. I umm miss you." He said nervously

"I miss you to jayjay." I said softly as I reminisced on all the good times we've shared.

"I miss everything about you. Your eyes, your perfectly arched eyebrows, the way you lift your left eyebrow when your mad, the way your eyes change colors when your mood changes. Your goofy ness.The way you used to defend me to everybody around us. The way you used to wake me up with kisses in the morning. Your terrible cooking, the way you blush when I call you beautiful, because that's exactly what you are. Beautiful." He paused and of course I blushed then he continued. "I miss when I would be gone for a long time and when you see me you would jump in my arms. The way you showed your affection towards me. When Every time we'd kiss we'd feel a spark. The way your body molded into mine. The way you look with no make up on. I miss the pranks we would pull on each other. The way we could be ourselves around each other. I missed how we knew we were each other's soul mates. Most of all I missed The way you loved me."

By the end of that he had me shedding a couple of tears I had to compose myself before I put the phone back to my ear

"Jay baby I still love you. I never stopped loving you. I will never stop loving you. I want you back but I don't want my heart broken again. I don't want to have to pick the pieces back up. I don't want to have to question your loyalty to me. I don't want to have to ask if your cheating on me or not. I don't want to be as vulnerable as I was when you broke my heart. I will never let another man do what you did to me. I thought we were at a good place. I gave you everything you wanted. I gave you my virginity.I don't know what I did wrong, when you cheated it made me insecure. I want to know what I did wrong for you to do that to me." I said shedding even more tears as my voice cracked on the last sentence. We both sat in silence for a couple of seconds until he finally answered

"Beyoncé baby you did nothing wrong. There's nothing wrong with you. It was me, I was insecure thinking, why would a beautiful woman as yourself want to go out with my ugly ass. I wanted to beat you to the punch, I thought you would cheat on me and leave my heart in pieces when I went out of town. But it seems as if I'm the one who broke your heart. And I promise bey if you give me one more chance. I will never hurt you, I can't find it in myself to hurt you intentionally. I promise you won't end up broken hearted ever again. I will be as loyal as dog. I will protect you and love you with everything in me. Please bey give me another chance." He said now with his voice cracking I could tell he was crying. I've never looked at it from his perspective.

"Shawn, you shouldn't have to question me. And I was In a relationship with you because I thought you were beautiful. And I love everything about you. That's all that mattered nobody else but me and you. If you want to know my intentions then ask me.But if I give you a chance just please don't break my heart. I can't take anymore of it." I said while positive of my decision

"Open the door bey." He said. I looked at the phone like it was crazy but I didn't bother to ask stupid questions. Like why would I open the door. Or why is he here. Because it's obvious. I got up and walked out of my room and when to the door in my bra and panties. I sighed heavily getting ready for what I'm about to get into.

When I opened it Shawn basically dove at me hugging me by my waist and picking me up. He held me tightly. Instinctively I wrapped my legs around him and hugged his neck for dear life. I missed being in this mans arms. We hugged for what seemed like forever until he finally spoke.

"One more chance bey, that's all I need. Please forgive me, please." He said while burying his head in my neck.

"Your already forgiven.And that's all you have, so don't mess it up." I said while burying my head in his neck inhaling his scent while closing my eyes.