Complicated

Chapter 3

Katie's POV

I cut to deep and screamed.
I heard running up the stairs and I forgot to lock the door. Uh-Oh
"Are yo.....Oh my god." Cam says
"Why"
I heard another voice. When I looked up I saw Cam and Nash. Thank God no one else was in here.
Cam turned off the shower and took the blade. Nash handed me my sweats and Cams sweatshirt. When I was done changing, I went in my room and plopped onto my bed. Shawn came in. He had tears in his eyes, was he crying? Oh god.
"What's up" I said trying to lighten the mood.
"What's up? That's all your gonna say?"
He pushed my sleeves back witch revealed many, many scars and fresh cuts.
"W-why? Y-your amaz-zing."
"That's not what other people think!"I replied.
"Katherine-Anne they are just jealous that you get to be with their idols."
With that he left.

I decided to go on messages

Cam-We are talking about this tomorrow at 3.
Nash-Why would you do this to yourself?
Aaron-Seriously why
Matt- you are beautiful!
Carter- Who, what ,where, why
Jack G- whyyyyyyyyy
Hayes- Stop it stop it stop it
Shawn- !!!!!!!!stop!!!!!!!!
Jack J- You are gorgeous!
Mahogany-Wtf why?!?!
Taylor-Stop it you are beautiful😘

I thought this was funny because they never called me that before.

Katie's POV

It was 3:00 aka lecture time with Cameron. I went downstairs and immediately felt eyes on me. Cam asked if I was ready to go. We went to the park.

***Convo***
C:When
K: About a year ago. I stopped then last week I started again.
C:Why
K: The god damn hate. I always say to myself they're just jealous but it doesn't always work!
C:Who, who pushed you over the edge
K: No one in particular.
C: Who?
K: NO ONE!

I started crying, I ran home since I can't drive yet. It started to rain and my house was another good thirty minutes away so I ran to the abandoned park and climbed in my old treehouse. I fell asleep. I woke up to Cam calling my name and sirens. I look out and see Cameron running towards the park. I jolted backwards hoping he wouldn't see me but I then heard, "KATHERINE-ANNE DALLAS I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE" along with Cam climbing up the tree. He eventually made it and saw me. I then noticed Nash, Shawn and Taylor were also climbing up the tree. I cried, and cried and cried. We made our way home.

Cam sent me to my room with Hayes. He said he wouldn't leave me alone from now on. So me and Hayes went into my room.

"Sooo...." I said awkwardly
"What's up Kat?" Hayes responded bubbly, obviously trying to lighten the mood.
"Just going through tough times" I said trying to make it sound undepressing. But there was no way of hiding it.
Hayes lost it, he broke down crying. I followed.

Taylor came in and I probably looked like crap. I ran into my bathroom and hopped in the shower Taylor knocked on the door and told me I wasn't allowed to be alone. I didn't know how to respond. I knew that but he's my crush I didn't want him to see me, in the shower.
"Uh, yea but don't come in get Cam or Nash." I practically yelled.
"Ok I'll get one of them I'll be right back" Taylor yelled back.

Like five minutes later Cam came in, I told him to turn around. It was awkward.

Twenty minutes went by and I told him to get out because I needed to dry myself and change. He said to come out as soon as I was done.

I changed into a long sleeve fitted white and blue cropped top and acid washed high wasted jeans. I grabbed my phone and money and headed for the door.
"Where are you going? With who?" Shawn said.
"To the mall with some friends." I replied quickly
"What friends?"
"Bri, Dani, Luke, and Michael." I said getting annoyed.
"Boys?" Shawn questioned.
"No unicorns" I replied sarcastically.
"You're not allowed out with boys." Shawn says. Which by the way is getting on my nerves.
"F*ck off" I told him
"Why should I?, cause I care about you and I know what boys want and how they act?"
"Yea because love is experimental you can't avoid getting hurt. Okay leave me alone. Im going whether you like it or not" I said loud enough for the whole house to hear.

I walked out the door to see Luke... My boyfriend. He is Luke Hemmings. Cam still doesn't know about him and I plan to keep it that way.