Complicated

Chapter 37

Kathrine's POV

It's been two weeks

two dragged on weeks

I feel vulnerable

I am vulnerable

Shawn started drinking.

there are nights when i'm too scared to talk to him.

Shawn is sweet and caring around me when he is sober

that's the Shawn I need right now.

But Shawn is naive.

he thinks he can forget about everything

and it hurts other people

And from Sam coming home when he was drunk. I know that this won't lead to anything good. I've barely eaten.

Suddenly, the bedroom door opened.

"Shawn?" I asked.

He slowly walked over to me.

"Shawn, you're scaring me." I said. My voice was shaky.

"Baby, I've beeeen thinkingg andd I feeel like yoou have wayyyyy to much control oveerr meeee"He said.

"So, I'm going to showww yooou. Thatt I amm morree better."He said.

His eyes were dark.

Not with lust. So I wondered what he was talking about.

He grabbed my waist and pulled me up.

Smacking my left cheek hard as he did. I yelped.

"Take off your clothes." He said darkly.

"Shawn, no. Don't do this." I whispered, scared.

"DO WHAT I SAY." He grabbed me by my neck and ripped my shirt off.

I felt to exposed. I wasn't wearing a bra.

He pulled down my shorts and I ran to a corner of the room.

"SHAWN STOP. HELP HELP HELP" I screamed.

He dragged me by my feet so I was on my back and he pulled down my underwear.

His hand was over my mouth and I was crying.

I bite his hand.

"CAM, NASH, HAYES ANYONE HELP." He pulled me back down and Taylor barged in.

He immediately pinned Shawn down as Matthew came in and took off his shirt and put it on me.

Shawn was knocked out and I was still crying.

"I thought he loved me, and we were going to have children and get married. But I-I don't know what's happening. What happened to MY SWEET LOVING BOYFRIEND. THE BABY DIED, ITS NOT LIKE JUST BECAUSE THAT HAPPENED HE CAN DO ANY OF THIS. I'M HURTING AND I HAVE BEEN. BUT NOW. I'M SCARED OF HIM. SO, SO ALL THIS PAN THAT HAVE PLUS THIS NEW FEAR. " My anxiety kicked in.

Hayes walked over and hugged me.

"shhhhh" He said.

"i thought he loved me." I said.

"He does."

"Thats where your wrong. you don't hurt someone or something you love. you try to prevent hurt."