Complicated

Handwritten

I've been with Shawn, watching his vines, youtube videos, live streams etc. for around two years, if not more. It amazes me now that he has an album, he's performing in the places legends have preformed, he's got millions of followers. All of this makes me so happy because his goal was msg and he did it. He is happy and that makes me so incredibly joyed. So I wrote this note on how I feel about Shawn:
It's funny how a boy I've never met, can change my life. He makes me so happy, the reason I smile. It makes my mind spin when I think about him. He makes mes and cry. He makes me worried and scared. Yet I'm still here. I know he will always be my favorite. He is my idol. I dream about him all the time. The sound of his voice makes me feel delighted. Meeting him would be great, but deep down I know it will most likely never happen. He's so cute! Without him I have no idea what I'd be doing right now. I know I wouldn't be happy though. He has millions of followers. Yet I will always stand by him. I may be just a silly little fangirl and he may be a famous teenage boy. But he's my world. It scares me how this could end in the blink of an eye. You want to know who I'm talking about? Shawn Peter-Raul Mendes.