Complicated

Chapter 34

"Why don't you Love me" I sobbed.
"You're a whore, you're pregnant." Shawn left me sobbing.
"NOOOOOOooooooo" everything getting distant, quiet.
**reality**
"KATIE, KATHERINE ANNE" Matt screamed in my ear.
"Aye! I was asleep." I said back
I took in my surroundings, it was morning and I was in the backseat of my car. Matt probably drove home.
"I can't go in there! they look at me with disgust" I said. Tears welling in my eyes.
"I loved him Matt, I really did." I whispered. Tears dripping down my face.
"I know you did. He's an asshole." Matt said, chuckling.
I just stayed in the car. Until I felt puke.
Morning sickness.
I walked inside to quietly grab my stuff.
I knocked on Shawn's door. He opened up and let me in. I started packing my stuff.
"Okay, listen. I love you. I just don't think I could handle this baby. I-i mean I'll never be a good father. Scared. That's what I am." He said.
i stopped packing and looked straight into his eyes, searching for something. Pity.
I found pity.
"Are you doing this because you think this is the right thing to do?" I paused. "You don't have to. You have a career and I'll be fine on my own."
"NO YOU WONT. YOU CANT GO UNPROTECTED. CANT YOU SEE I FUCKING LOVE YOU." He yelled.
"I wouldn't want you to love me. its just so different then being in-love. I love all of the guys. I'm in love with you. and you aren't in love with me. That's okay. I don't want to force you to do anything."
"But you're not. It takes time to fall in love with someone. ok. Katie, I'm willing to wait to find out if I am in love. I don't want to say anything unless I'm completely sure." He said.
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|3 months later|
I'm now 4 months into my pregnancy. Dreadful.
3 weeks until we find out the sex of the baby.
We've come out with some names.
Girl:
Alice
Daisy
Mae
Boy:
CJ:Colton-Jay
Ryan
Paul
We are so excited.
A/N
WHAT DO YOU THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN.
REMEMBER NOTHING ENDS IN HAPPILY EVER AFTER