Complicated

Chapter 36

Katies POV

Shawn is crazy.

The whole time Tessa went off on me he didnt say a word. I eventually just gave up with fighting the psychotic bitch.

"Thanks for standing up for me." I said sarcastically.

"I'm sorry Kat, but I know her, and I know you can't win with her." He said.

"Oh, so you know her too well to stick up for me!" I scoffed.

When we got home, I noticed I had my period.

THAT CANT HAPPEN IM PREGNANT.

"SHAWN SHAWN SHAWN" I yelled running into random rooms.

I was already crying.

I kept running until I ran into someone, Gilinsky.

"Kat, whats wrong?"He asked concerned.

"I *sob* got my period" I sobed again.

"Whats wrong with th-oh. C'mon Kat lets go to the hospital." He said quickly.

"I need Shawn" I cried. 

"We don't have time, lets go." He said picking me up and carrying me to his car.

My phone rang

It was Shawn.

*Convo. K-Kat, S-Shawn*

K-Shawn?

S-Yes baby girl where are you. I'm sorry. I should've stuck up for you.

K-No, Shawn. after you said t-that and we got home. I raced upstairs with pain in my stomach. And I went to the bathroom. Shawn, i got my period.

S-What, where are you.

K-I'm on my way to the hospital with Gilinsky.

S-I'm on my way.

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(At the hospital.)

"Kathrine Dallas"  The doctor called.

Shawn and I went in.

He did some shit but I couldnt pay attention.

"I'm sorry to inform you, your baby is gone. You had a miscarrage."

In that moment the world turned to slow motion. I new what real pain is. And it sucks. It feels like you dont want to breathe. Like you want to go back to before you felt this. When it didn't exist. When you were feeling something, anything else. Like a stab in the stomach and the back. Then like you are suffocating. You close your eyes trying to get rid of the pain. Imagine its not real. But that doesnt happen. And it never will. Then comes the sobbing stage. Which I am at right now.

I feel like absolute shit.

Shawn looks like he wishes he hadn't heard that. He walks into the hallway.

"Can you please ask for Cameron."

Cam walked in. "I already know." He says and sucks in a breath, his face is red from crying.

"WHY"I screamed and Cameron understood and let me throw my tantrum.

"Cam why did this happen to me?" I asked crying more.

"I don't know, Kat, theres no explanation for what happens." He said quietly.

*Shawns POV*

Matt came up to me and hugged me. 

"Why do bad things happen to good people, we did nothing wrong. We took care. We followed the doctors instructions." I cried.

"No. Shawn. This was nobodys fault." He said,

"i'm sorry." 

I called my mom.

*convo*

Me-Hi mom.

Mom-whats wrong?

Me-Kat, she-she lost the baby.

Mom-oh, honey,

Me-I feel like I hurt her. This feels like my fault.

Mom-its not.

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A/N- BAM BOOSLE

WOAH

DID YOU SEE THAT COMING

I DID IT WAS MY EVIL PLAN