Complicated

Chapter 17

Ally's POV
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I woke up and felt a sharp pain in my ankle. I looked down to see a very deep cut.

The doctor told me that i was going to be put under anesthesia so he could do stuff.

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I woke up with a stuffy nose and heavy eyelids. I tried my hardest to open my eyes and found that there were several people in the room. I noticed Shawn, Matt, Cameron and Kian and Sam?

"Hey guys" I said groggily.
"Hey" Shawn said.
"Not to be rude but,Kian and Sam, why are you here?" I said. Cam also knows I like Sam.

Cam turned to Sam and winked then he turned back to men and wiggled his eyebrows.

I called Cameron over and whispered in his ear.
"You know I'm still dating Shawn right?"
"Yea but Sam and Kian just happened to be with us."

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Everyone left so it was just Sam and I in the room. He came and sat on my bed. We started talking about random crap. Then he started to lean in.

We were kissing.

I'm really a fucking screw up aren't I.

Why can't I just die.

Maybe I'm overreacting.

I'm still kissing him!

I pulled away and looked at him.

I felt so guilty.

I probably will break Shawn's heart when I tell him.

He's so innocent.

What does he see in me.

He walked and sat in another chair.

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Everyone walked back in.

Shawn sat in the place Sam sat.

He kissed me and I pulled away and shifted uncomfortably.

"Sorry." I muttered.
"Is there something wrong?" He asked and smiled.

That smile.

"I wish I would die." I immediately regretted it after saying it. Even though it's true.

Everyone looked at me wide eyed.

"Did you check your phone? Is it the haters?" Cam said?

"Uh no. It's never been the haters. It's not when they say it~ it's when I started to believe it. And that really sucks because I believe everything. I always have. Plus my life is fucked up. Cause all I do is screw things up. I'm so done." I said on the verge of crying.

"Katherine. You are not a screw-up." Shawn said.

"Yes I ruined Cameron's 'Magcon', my parents died because of me, and I ruined our relationship." I said the last part with out thinking.

"What are you talking about?" Shawn said.

"I k-kisse-ed S-Sam." I stuttered now crying.

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I know it's not that long I'm sorry.

I've been pushing this off for forever.

Sorry!