Over and Over // Luke hemmings

Chapter 21

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"You realise we have to stop all this you know." She said. "It seems like it's either me or you. It's like you're breaking and I can't do anything about it but when I'm breaking you're my superhero, you pick me up when I fall to pieces."

"I don't matter Julia. You're top priority."

"You don't matter? You're the only positivity left in my life. You're the only person that's there to put a smile on my face, to pick me up when I'm down. You are what I look forward to seeing every day. You mean more to me than anyone else ever did. I love you Luke and I don't understand how you can't see that."

"Sometimes I feel like you just say that. Just to make me feel better. Just because I sit here with scarred wrists and a mind full of bullshit feeling sorry for myself." I said with my head in my hands.

"If there was a way that I could show you how much I do I would in a heartbeat and I hope you know that."

"I just feel like shit all the time Julia, then I don't want to tell you how I feel because I don't want to upset you more."

"You care too much about me. It's okay to care about yourself you know."

"I know but I feel like you need that little bit extra care you know. I'm a very protective person Julia. I like to know that you're safe and that you're well and I don't think you realise how much you mean to me."

"Luke maybe you should just go. Go call Michael or Calum and go out with them please."

"Are you seriously saying this?!"

"Luke please, just go, just for tonight I'll be fine I promise. Go get drunk or something. I'll be fine."

"I'll see you in the morning then?"

"I guess so."

JULIA'S POV

Making Luke leave for the night was not just his purposes. Considering I spent most of my life alone with no friends to really hang out with, having Luke come into my life and being there 24/7 had a massive impact in every little thing I do.

He deserved to go out with his friends considering how much time he's spent with me over the past few months.