Over and Over // Luke hemmings

Chapter 24

(A/N THIS CHAPTER MIGHT BE TRIGGERING IDK)

This is it. This is the end of Julia Rivera. Luke is gone, I'm alone. I can end it all here.

I walked upstairs to the bathroom closing the door behind me. I opened the medicine cabinet to reveal bottles and bottles of pills. I went through to my room to retrieve my box that I had promised Luke weeks ago I would not touch. I splayed the items out onto the counter.

I picked up the blade taking it to my skin. I felt nothing but numbness. I felt vile. Disgusting. Horrible. I deserved to die.

I looked at the reflection in the mirror. But that was not me. But a monster that I have created. It stared back at me a horrible glare in its eyes.

I looked at how vile and ugly it was. Blood trickling down her wrists. Her eyes blood shot. Her skin as white as a sheet. Her body fat and ugly.

As I stared at this horrible creature in my reflection I saw the door crack open. To see him standing there.

" If you were really trying to kill yourself you wouldn't keep this open. Lock it next time, honey." he spat.

That's it. I've had enough. I'm doing it this time.

I took the blade to my wrist once more. Then I swallowed around 20 pills. I don't know if it's enough to kill me but it's worth a shot.

LUKES POV

A loud bang from upstairs. I ran upstairs and into the bathroom.

"JULIA-" I said as I fell to my knees.

" I'm so sorry I didn't mean to say those things I said and I'm so so sorry just please be okay please. I need you."

I found my phone calling emergency services. They were here within no time. They picked up her small lifeless body and put her into the back of an ambulance. I going with her.

-

I sat there watching her from the chair inside of her hospital room. Her chest rising and falling.

Her eyes began to flutter open.

"Where am I?" she began to cry. "I wanted to die. Why didn't you just leave me alone. If you let me die o would be much happier. It's all I wanted Luke and you ruined it for me."