Giving Attention

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Friendship isn't so complicated,
When you're nine years old.
Anyone you sat by for a while
Became your best friend.

Playing with friends was easy.
All you had to do was smile and laugh,
And do stuff together.
My young mind didn't know bias.

It was the most confusing feeling,
To see a friend cry because of attention.
His face wet with jealousy and to him,
An unfair distribution of me .

The unusual silence hurt him.
Oblivious was I as why he cried,
But he made me sad too,
So I cried with him, being the girl I am.

Later I learned what that emotion was.
A coveted feeling for what someone has. A pang of jealousy.
An object, a job, beauty, good food, a partner...
Or more specifically.. Given Attention.

Just giving attention.

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