Guilt ~ A Linstead FF

Chapter 5

<< Erin's POV >>

"What? I-I-I mean ho-how?"

"Well, you know, once two people sha-"

"That's not I was saying, Kim. And I am NOT in the mood of joking right now."

"Ok, no need to be aggressive. I was just.. trying to lighten up the mood"

"Oh my. I am actually pregnant. I. Am.Pregnant. KIM!! GUESS WHAT. I'M PREGNANT."

"Oh, really? I didn't know! I totally thought you were freaking out over the fact that a pregancy test that shows two lines just magically appeared in your hand. So, who's the lucky guy?"

"As if you don't know" I say, biting my lip so that my childish grin would dissappear from my face.

"When are you going to tell him?"

"I don't know, I don't even know if he wants kids! Hell, we're not even together! What if he doesn't want to have a kid with me?"

"Erin, calm down." says Kim as she gets a chair for me to sit on. "You know Jay loves you so much, no doubt he's going to be excited about it."

"B-but how about Hank? How am I gonna tell him? He's going to kill Jay! Oh my god!"

"ERIN LINDSAY. YOU NEED TO CALM DOWN. HANK LOVES YOU AND YOU LOVE JAY. I DON'T THINK HIM KILLING HALSTEAD WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA. Yes, he's probably going to freak the heck out, but the reaction is natural. He will support you, no matter what."

"Alright, alright. I'm ok. Nothing's gonna happen to me, Jay or the baby. Everything's alright. Phew."

"Now,lets ask Jay to come over so you can tell him the news. You'll figure the rest out later, don't worry."

~~20 mins later~~

I hear a knock on the door and I am very sure of who it is. I got used to them and, -I may sound like a stalker- could recognise them anywhere.
I get up and answer the door. Meanwhile, Kim hides in the closet(such a great idea).

"If anything goes wrong.." she points to the closet, "I'll be here."
I roll my eyes at Kim's 'hiding-spot' and open the door.

"Hey!" says a grinning Jay

"Oh,hi! Here, come in. Want a beer? I'll have some soda though"

"Umm, you never have soda. You hate it." says Jay, suspecting something.

"Oh, yeah. Right. Uhhh let's sit on the couch" I say nervously.

"So, what's up? What's wrong? Are you feeling well?"

"Yeah, about that.. umm.. I-I.."
I took a deep breath and then the words came right out of my mouth. "Jay, I'm pregnant"

"What? Wh-What? You're pregnant? When did you find out?"

"Half an hour ago. I don't know what to say, I'm sorry, you probably don't want the child with me,heck, I don't even know if you want kids. I'm sorry Jay, I really am."

"Erin, are you happy about it?"

"Well, I guess, but I'm just surprised that my life and my career is taking an unexpected turn"

"Erin, it's perfect. Of course I want kids, especially with you. I wouldn't want to be with anyone else but you. You are the love of my life, the sun in my day, the moon in my night. I also want to spend the rest of my life with you. So with that said, Erin Lindsay, will you make me the happiest man in the world and marry me?" he said,getting down on one knee with a small red box in his hand. I nod repeatedly and burst into tears. Happy tears.I smile like a child, hugging Jay as I've never have had. He then puts the ring on my finger and puts a childish grin on his face. I have never seen him so happy before. He kisses me passionately and then puts me down.
"I love you so much, Erin"
"I love you too, Jay."