"It's okay Tyler, I understand. What about the other thing? The long sleeves I mean."
"That's because I hurt myself."
"What do you think about that?"
"I think I'm a suicidal freak covered in scars who has trampled down his own personality until there's nothing left but mental illnesses. Sometimes I think I'll probably kill myself one day because I seem to constantly be having thoughts about jumping off of bridges, stepping out into a busy road, cutting too deep, swallowing pills, hanging myself, and many more.
I think I sit up at night thinking, feeling the walls closing in and demons wrapping their hands around my neck until I cough and choke. I'm broken, I'm unfixable Josh. I'm tired and I need your help."
I got a jumper that said it's designed to have sweater paws or something (I didn't buy it for that purpose, it was pretty) and I'm short so basically every long sleeved thing has 'sweater paws' anyway but this makes it look like I don't have any hands which is funny but sometimes annoying like when I'm drawing and stuff.
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'Broken' is a state of mind (Joshler)
FanfictionRecovery is a difficult journey of course, but it is not an impossible one... at least that's what everyone hopes. // "I think I'm a suicidal freak covered in scars who has trampled down his own personality until there's nothing left but mental ill...