Hey J, I'm gonna text you about this too but I'll also put a note here because it's important. Seriously, don't read this chapter it will upset you.
Dear Tyler,
I can feel death hovering above me, I can feel myself wasting away, I can see my skeleton bones. I feel like dying, yet I'm basically already dead. I feel like I'm going to die, could die with enough courage tonight and enough darkness surrounding me. I'm trapped here, so trapped, like a caged, starved, dismal animal.
I'm losing my mind, my stomach aches, there's a lump in my throat I can't swallow. And I want to write you this in case I do something stupid.
I care so much about you. I'm sorry for every time I've ever hurt you and swear I never meant to. Please recover and stay safe and stay alive because people need you. Forgive me.
Maybe I'll see you tomorrow. I'm sorry this wasn't better, it didn't say half of what I wanted, but my mind isn't working.
Josh.
YOU ARE READING
'Broken' is a state of mind (Joshler)
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