His Pain, His Savior

His Redemption

After a long and awkward night with tord, he finally decided it was late enough, left with a weary goodbye, and a sitter wave, shutting the door behind him. I was left in darkness for the rest of the night, my other form was quickly disappearing, and I felt myself become normal again.....

Normal....normal....what does that even mean now?

I sat up from the floor, and walk towards the bathroom for a quick shower. The running water hitting my face was so refreshing, it relaxed my core, so I could slide onto the back wall in pleasure. After a refreshing hour, I stepped out into the cold dorm room Air. I had forgotten that the longer you stay in the shower, the colder the outside world gets.

God fucking damnit...

I shivered and shook as I exited the bathroom, a white towel wrapped around my waist for protection of liquefying someone's eyes. I stretched my arms out and yawned, feeling sleep overcome my thoughts. I walked into my room to change when I saw two silver eyes looking back at me.

"FUCK!!" I screamed, falling backwards and landing on the carpet. He screamed too, causing him to stumble and crash into a table. I look up to see tord lying on his back, his hoodie above his head and a broken table leg behind him. His face was a bit bruised but nothing really serious.

"What the hell man?!!" I yelled furiously.

"I was in the god damn shower!! You know I could have killed you right?! Wait...I saw you leave how the hell are you still here?!"

I continuously shouted at him, his eyes showing only one thing...

Fear...

I went quiet. I couldn't believe what I had done, was he really afraid of me? He couldn't be, he shouldn't, I'm his friend right? He lowered his head, trying to hide his coming tears.

"I'm sorry, I just came back because I left my phone here, I knew you were in the shower, so I looked in your room. When you got out, I got scared...I'm sorry..." he spoke weakly. His hand went up in defense, but slowly lowered as the conversation dragged on. I looked at him wondering what I should do.....

"Yeah.....I uh...I'm sorry too"

We stared at eachother for what felt like hours , he finally broke the awkward silence by attempting to stand up, I held my hand out offering to help him up, he accepted and reached out to graves my hand but slipped and fell in his ass again.

I couldn't help but laugh, I fell onto the floor laughing my ass off, while tord glared at me in annoyance. But his attempts to be angry were futile as he began instantly laughing along side with me. We laughed and laughed until tears could be seen streaming down my face. My anger melted away as we laughed alongside each other.

We finally stopped after a few minutes, now just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling. He looked at me with curiously in his eyes.

"Why did you do that?" He asked wearingly.

I looked at his face, those silver eyes captivated me every time I saw them.
Although I was puzzled by his question.

"Do what?"

His gaze lowered to the floor.

"Why did you kiss me like that in the closet? I didn't really think you would-" he stopped mid sentence, and looking back at me.

"I would what?"

He didn't answer, all he did was continue to look at the floor. He let out a long sigh and once again turned back to me.

I didn't think you would take me back as a friend after what I did to you ..." he mumbled. My heart sunk, I felt the guilt wash over me and turned to him hold his face in my hands. I stared intensely at him, and his beautiful eyes stared right back at me.

"Well, you given me redemption, so why wouldn't I?" I said with a smile...