"Thanks man. I fuck with it" I ran my hands over my fresh cut. I decided it was time to cut my curly hair off and start fresh. I don't know if it's because I felt like I was losing control over my life so I needed a change or if I was just tired of the same look.
I walked out to the car and got in the passenger side. "You Ight bro?" Sawan looked at me sympathetically. I had been quiet all day and barley showed emotion on my face. I wanted to go find that nigga who even got close enough to touch my girl and beat his ass, I wanted to fly home and look Niy in her eyes and ask her why she was with him.
I wanted to unsee that shit on my timeline period. I couldn't believe Niy had me out here looking dumb as fuck like this. I wanted to delete her from my life, all our pictures, texts and everything but I couldn't do it. I knew I was just acting off anger, I wasn't done with her at all.
Leaving her alone would hurt me more than help me. She made me a better me and without her I don't know where I would be.
"I love her with everything in me man. I don't know how to feel" I sighed
"You'll be straight bro. She'll come around." Sawan assures me and drove us back to campus so we could get to our first practice.
"Like Naja did right? Don't get ya hopes up bruh" Quay's bitter ass said from the back.
"Shut the fuck up. We in two different situations right now"
"Yea okay. Whatever makes you feel better" he shrugged.
JAWAN
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"Six flags!" Niy smiled beside me. "I figured you needed something to take your mind off all the madness" I shrugged.
"This is sweet. Thanks friend" she gave me a side hug and I smiled feeling my stomach do flips. I had a slight crush on her, I can't even lie. It was something about her that had me intrigued. I know she had a man though and I wouldn't sabotage that even if they were on bad terms.
"It's no problem" I smirked. "You a head ass you know that" Domo side eyed me as Cece and Niy happily walked ahead of us.
"Shut up Domo" I groaned tryna ignore his stare on me. "You like her huh?"
"Nah. She just cool, plus I felt bad for bringing her into my shit"
"Yea okay. Be careful" I looked at him and frowned. "Be careful of?" I trailed off.
"Just be careful, and watch what you do. Shit could get real messy" he pat my back.
After we paid for our tickets we walked through the large amusement park. "Ouuuu let's get on this one" Niy grabbed my wrist and dragged me.
"HELL NO. Look how high up that bitch is!" I shook my head.
"Now Jawan, don't tell me yo big ass is scared of heights" Cece crossed her arms. "Mind yo business. I'm not scared of SHIT but them long ass spiders on yo eyes"
