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Chapter 20

Chapter 20- Haylee's POV
He sat across from me. Talking about how his flight almost got canceled, but I guess destiny wanted us to meet. He was not even singing, and just by listening at him talking I got chills. Shawn's gestures and attitude made him seem as flawless as I had previously expected. I couldn't stop staring at him, I was so relieved he hadn't noticed I was. I had not even said a word to him, and the truth was that I was too nervous to speak. I had cried hugging him, and then had attempted to stop but somehow had all the tears welled up in my eyes again. Unlike the rest of the girls, I was not crying. The reason why is because I decided not to. I decided I was never to show any type of emotion towards anyone, not sorrow or love or mercy or anything. But with Shawn being here barely for half an hour, I knew I had failed at that already.
The door opened, to a tall blond. It was Matt Espinosa. The Colombian who made me feel so strong and valuable when I needed it- and yet he still could not reach that Shawn level. Followed by him, were Mr. Dallas, the Jacks, and the Bandana Boy. All of us girls were in awe for a moment, except for McKenzie- who, as Shawn's bestie, had probably already met them.
Carter stood up from the cozy couch, and went on to hug Matt. They both had grins on their faces, and then when they released each other, they did some type of mystic secret handshake- that made us all laugh for a while.
"Who here is Haylee?" Asked Cameron, pulling out of his backpack a small bag. I raised my hand, shyly, not wanting to embarrass myself in front of my 12 idols.
"Here you go sweetie." Cameron said, handing me over a blue rose. Then he hugged me tightly, literally leaving me breathless.
"Thank you so much." I said happily, I took my head off of Cam's shoulder to the perfect timing. To finally look at my best friend, Natalia, having her tears whipped by Matt's thumb. Then she was wrapped in a hug from him. That was just Cam and I a second ago, just omit the crying part.
The door was being knocked unceasingly. When we glanced there, a gorgeous brunette was right against the door frame- beside Johnson, who was staring at her too. I mean how couldn't Johnson be attracted to her? Tall, skinny, tan, sophisticated, elegant. That unknown girl had it all.
"Who are you?" Asked Jacob, pointing at the girl with a leather jacket and a red dress, with his only free hand. Considering the other one was being used by being sweetly placed on Savannah's thigh. Those two were just too cute.
"She's my step sister." Said McKenzie.
"Are you ready to go?" The badass girl asked, chewing her bubble gum.
"Of course I am, Jasmine." Declares the blonde girl, holding up her duffle bag. As to say good bye, she shook everyone's hand very politely, and only gave Shawn a prolonged, wet kiss on the cheek. I cringed, yuck. That was not only disgusting, but...
Shut up, Haylee, you know you want to do that, said my inner voice- who just sometimes needed to shut up.
McKenzie left through the door, her step sister following her while shaking her hips from side to side- as if she was Shakira. I could notice how Johnson stayed there, staring unto her hips as if he were a creep. In this occasion, I swear, he really was.
Next the Jacks and Tay both came over and gave a round of hugs to everyone in the room- yes, including the rest of the guys and Mahogany.
Soon, out of happiness, a tear rolled down my cheek.
Maybe it's time, Haylee.
It's time to show your feelings.
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I'm extremely sorry for the bad ending you guys, I did not really know how to end it. Anyway, thank y'all or everything you have done for my benefit as in Wattpad. I really love you gorgeous, and just know that the guys and Mahogany also do.
In your point of view you might just be "another fan" but in their point of view, I swear, you are way more than what you think you are.
I love you, gorgeous. Stay strong, if that is what you need. Now that I'm ere for you whenever you need me.
Xoxo,
- The Nat
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Ps: 20 chapters, you guys, this us just unbelievable. Thank y'all so much. Lots of love.